The Journal of Negro History, Volume 7, 1922Various
History
The Journal of Negro History, Volume 7, 1922
Various
African Americans -- Periodicals
When I reached Chattanooga, the nights were so cold I saw I could
no longer lie out. For many months I had not slept in a bed, nor
eaten a cooked meal. My clothes were those I wore away from home
and they were what you can imagine they would be. I did not know
how to go about getting a job. Finally I found a good place and
before long was earning enough to make me comfortable. But one
day when I was out in town I saw a drummer who had sold goods to
the store on our plantation, for many years. He recognized me and
called out, "The boss is going to break your head, nigger, if he
gets you!" This ended my happy home. I had not yet learned to get
on a train but with my same dependence I soon ran away to
Knoxville. Writing to a certain place from there I learned of my
father's death. These were dark days for me. I was strolling
about in the cold world without home or friends. I would often
ask myself, "What am I living for when there is no heart beating
for me?" I began to drift with the current and even thought I
would take to drinking. Then the thought came to me that I would
be a coward to come so far and then give up. I arose with this
thought and determined to act like a man. I entered school in
Morristown Tenn., thinking that all my troubles were over. I made
low grade with small children. It seemed funny to them to see a
man who knew so little. I was there about four months and was
beginning to lose my fear when one day I saw the same drummer
again. When he caught sight of me he called out, "Hello, nigger,
I thought you were in New York!" Never will sinner tremble in the
presence of the Almighty as I did in the presence of that
drummer. But he seemed only delighted in spending some time
talking with me. He said one of my sisters and several other
hands from the plantation had run away and the boss thought I was
the cause of it all, and, he added, "If that old man gets his
hand on you, they'll take you some night and skin you alive. I
told him I saw you in Chattanooga and he said he would make me a
present of $200 if I would let him know where you were if I
should see you again. But I would not do you that way for
anything. I'll tell you what I will do for you, however. I'll get
you a good job up North where you can go to school. I would not
stop here." I replied "All RIGHT!" As he was going away he threw
me a quarter saying, "Get you a drink, old boy!" I lifted my hat
and scraped back my foot as I thanked him for the money. But I
was not so easily fooled at that time. I knew just what such
sweet talk meant. I saw that it was my move. I had learned then
to get on the train. I left Morristown that night and next
morning was in Lexington. Being afraid to stay I went to
Wilberforce, Ohio, then to Frankfort but finally came back to
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