The Journal to Eliza and Various letters by Laurence Sterne and Elizabeth DraperSterne, Laurence
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The Journal to Eliza and Various letters by Laurence Sterne and Elizabeth Draper
Sterne, Laurence
Draper, Elizabeth, 1744-1778; Novelists, English -- 18th century -- Correspondence; Sterne, Laurence, 1713-1768 -- Correspondence
Let me be permitted to indulge my grief, and to give a free course to my
tears! Eliza was my friend. Reader, whosoe’er thou art, forgive me this
involuntary emotion. Let my mind dwell upon Eliza. If I have sometimes
moved thee to compassionate the calamities of the human race, let me now
prevail upon thee to commiserate my own misfortune. I was thy friend
without knowing thee; be for a moment mine. Thy gentle pity shall be my
reward.
Eliza ended her days in the land of her forefathers, at the age of
three-and-thirty. A celestial soul was separated from a heavenly body.
Ye who visit the spot on which her sacred ashes rest, write upon the
marble that covers them: In such a year, in such a month, on such a day,
at such an hour, God withdrew his spirit, and Eliza died.
And thou, original writer, her admirer and her friend, it was Eliza who
inspired thy works, and dictated to thee the most affecting pages of
them. Fortunate Sterne, thou art no more, and I am left behind. I wept
over thee with Eliza; thou wouldst weep over her with me; and had it
been the will of Heaven, that you had both survived me, your tears would
have fallen together upon my grave.
The men were used to say, that no woman had so many graces as Eliza: the
women said so too. They all praised her candour; they all extolled her
sensibility; they were all ambitious of the honour of her acquaintance.
The stings of envy were never pointed against unconscious merit.
Anjengo, it is to the influence of thy happy climate that she certainly
was indebted for that almost incompatible harmony of voluptuousness and
decency, which diffused itself over all her person, and accompanied all
her motions. A statuary who would have wished to represent
Voluptuousness, would have taken her for his model; and she would
equally have served for him who might have had a figure of Modesty to
display. Even the gloomy and clouded sky of England had not been able to
obscure the brightness of that aërial kind of soul, unknown in our
climates. In every thing that Eliza did, an irresistible charm was
diffused around her. Desire, but of a timid and bashful cast, followed
her steps in silence. Any man of courteousness alone must have loved
her, but would not have dared to own his passion.
I search for Eliza every where: I discover, I discern some of her
features, some of her charms, scattered among those women whose figure
is most interesting. But what is become of her who united them all?
Nature, who hast exhausted thy gifts to form an Eliza, didst thou create
her only for one moment? Didst thou make her to be admired for one
instant, and to be for ever regretted?
All who have seen Eliza, regret her. As for myself, my tears will never
cease to flow for her all the time I have to live. But is this
sufficient? Those who have known her tenderness for me, the confidence
she had bestowed upon me, will they not say to me, She is no more, and
yet thou livest.
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