The Journal to Eliza and Various letters by Laurence Sterne and Elizabeth DraperSterne, Laurence
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The Journal to Eliza and Various letters by Laurence Sterne and Elizabeth Draper
Sterne, Laurence
Draper, Elizabeth, 1744-1778; Novelists, English -- 18th century -- Correspondence; Sterne, Laurence, 1713-1768 -- Correspondence
As pleasant a Journey as I am capable of taking Eliza! without thee—Thou
shalt take it with me when time & tide serve hereafter, & every other
Journey w^{ch}. ever gave me pleasure, shall be rolled over again with
thee besides me—Amo’s Vale shall look gay again upon Eliza’s Visit—and
the Companion of her Journey, will grow young again as he sits upon her
Banks with Eliza seated besides him—I have this and a thousand little
parties of pleasure—& systems of living out of the common high road of
Life, hourly working in my fancy for you—there wants only the _Dramatis
Personæ_ for the performance—the play is wrote—the Scenes are painted—&
the Curtain ready to be drawn up.—the whole Piece waits for thee, my
Eliza—
* * * * *
June 25.—In a course of continual visits & Invitations
here—_Bombay-Lascelles_ dined here to day (his Wife yesterday brought to
bed)—(he is a poor sorry soul!) but has taken a house two miles from
Crasy Castle—What a Stupid, selfish, unsentimental set of Beings are the
Bulk of our Sex! by Heaven! not one man out of 50, informd with
feelings—or endow’d either with heads or hearts able to possess & fill
the mind—of such a Being as thee,—with one Vibration like its own—I
never see or converse with one of my Sex—but I give this point a
reflection—how w^d. such a creature please my Bramine? I assure thee
Eliza I have not been able to find one, whom I thought could please
You—the turn of Sentiment, with w^{ch}. I left y^r. Character
possess’d—must improve, hourly upon You—Truth, fidelity, honour & Love
mix’d up with Delicacy, garrantee one another—and a taste so improved as
y^{rs}, by so delicious fare, can never degenerate—I shall find you, my
Bramine, if possible, more valuable & lovely than when you first caught
my esteem and kindness for You—and tho’ I see not this change—I give you
so much Credit for it—that at this moment, my heart glowes more warmly
as I think of you—& I find myself more your Husband than contracts can
make us—I stay here till the 29^{th}.—had intended a longer Stay—but
much company & Dissipation rob me of the only comfort my mind takes,
w^{ch}. is in retirement, where I can think of You Eliza! and enjoy you
quietly & without Interruption—’tis the way We must expect all that is
to be had of _real_ enjoyment in this vile world—which being miserable
itself—seems so confederated ag^{st}. the happiness of the Happy, that
they are forced to secure it in private—Vanity must still be had;—&
that, Eliza! every thing w^{th}. it, w^{ch}. Yorick’s sense, or
generosity has to furnish to one he loves so much as thee—need I tell
thee—Thou wilt be as much a Mistress of—as thou art eternally of thy
Yorick—adieu—adieu—
* * * * *
June 26—eleven at night—out all the day—dined with a large Party—shewd
y^r. Picture from the fullness of my heart—highly admired—alas! said I
did you but see the Original!—good night.—
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