But in reality the horror of death had just come back to him in his
sleep--a horror without cause, born of blank nothingness--a horror
whose icy breath had awakened him with a great shudder. O God! he
thought, so he would have to die some day. And that thought took
possession of him, and choked him; while Pauline, who had laid her
head back again on her pillow, watched him with an air of motherly
compassion.
V
Every evening, in the dining-room, when Véronique had cleared the
table, Madame Chanteau and Louise chatted together; while Chanteau,
buried in his newspaper, gave brief replies to his wife's few
questions. During the fortnight when he had thought Pauline in danger,
Lazare had never joined the family at dinner; but he now dined
downstairs again, though, directly the meal was over, he returned to
his post at the invalid's bedside. He scarcely closed the door behind
him before Madame Chanteau began with her old complaints.
At first she affected loving anxiety.
'Poor boy!' she said, 'he is quite wearing himself out. It is really
foolish of him to go on endangering his health in this way. He has
scarcely had any sleep for the last three weeks. He is paler than ever
to-day.'
Then she would have a word or two of pity for Pauline. The poor dear
seemed to suffer so much that it was impossible to stay in her room
without a heartache. But she soon began to harp upon the manner in
which that illness upset the house. Everything remained in a state of
confusion; their meals were always cold, and there was no relying upon
anything. Then she broke off suddenly, and, turning to her husband,
asked him:
'Has Véronique found time to give you your marshmallow water?'
'Yes, yes,' he replied from behind his newspaper. Then she lowered her
voice and addressed herself to Louise.
'It is very peculiar, but that poor Pauline seems to have brought us
nothing but misfortune. And yet some people persist in looking upon her
as our good angel! I know the stories that are floating about. At Caen,
they say--don't they, Louise?--that we have grown quite rich through
her. Rich, indeed! I should just think so! You may speak to me quite
frankly, for I am above taking any notice of their slanderous gossip.'
'Well, indeed, they do talk about you, just as they talk about
everybody else,' the girl murmured. 'Only last month I was obliged
to snub a notary's wife, who dared to speak on the subject, without
knowing anything at all about it. You can't prevent people talking, you
know.'
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