The first night had been a very hard one for Pauline. Reclining in
an easy chair, she had not been able to get any sleep, for the heavy
breathing of the sick woman constantly filled her ears. Whenever she
was on the point of dropping off, her aunt's breath seemed to shake
the house; and then, when she opened her eyes again, she felt sad and
oppressed; all the troubles which had been marring her life for the
last few months sprang up in her mind with fresh force. Even by the
side of that death-bed she could not feel at peace, she could not
constrain herself to forgive. Amidst her nightmare-like vigil during
the mournful night hours Véronique's assertions caused her great
torture. Old outbursts of anger and bitter jealousy surged up in her
again, as she mentally recapitulated the painful details. To be loved
no more! To find herself deceived, betrayed by those she had loved! And
to find herself all alone, full of contempt and revolt! Her heart's
wound opened and bled afresh, and never before had she experienced such
bitter pain from Lazare's insulting faithlessness. Since they had, so
to say, murdered her, it mattered little to her now who died! And,
amidst her aunt's heavy breathing, she went on brooding ceaselessly
over the robbery of her money and her affections.
The next morning she still felt contrary influences at work within her;
she experienced no return of affection; it was a sense of duty alone
which kept her in her aunt's room. The consciousness of this made her
unhappy, and she wondered if she too were growing as wicked as the
others. In this troubled state the day passed away, and, discontented
with herself, repelled by her aunt's suspicions, she forced herself
into attentive activity. Madame Chanteau received her ministrations
snappishly, and followed her movements with suspicious eyes, carefully
watching her every action. If she asked her niece for a handkerchief,
she always sniffed it before using it, and when she saw the girl bring
her a hot-water bottle she wanted to examine the jug.
'What's the matter with her?' Pauline whispered very softly to
Véronique. 'Does she think me capable of trying to do her harm?'
When Véronique gave her a dose of her draught after the Doctor had gone
away, Madame Chanteau, not noticing her niece, who was looking for some
linen in the wardrobe, inquired of the servant: 'Did the Doctor prepare
this?'
'No, Madame, it was Mademoiselle Pauline.'
Then the sick woman just sipped it with her lips, and made a grimace.
'Ah! it tastes of copper. I don't know what she has been making me
take, but I've never had the taste of copper out of my mouth since
yesterday.'
And suddenly she tossed the spoon away behind the bed. Véronique looked
on in amazement.
'Whatever's the matter? What an idea to get into your head!'
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