For some time after Lazare's departure every letter from him had
troubled the girl, though it was only for his letters that she lived,
looking out for them with impatience, reading them over and over again,
and even adding to them something from her own imagination beyond
what they actually contained. For three months Lazare had written
very regularly, sending, every fortnight, a very long letter, full
of detail and breathing the liveliest hopes. Once more he was wildly
enthusiastic. He had launched out into business and was dreaming of a
colossal fortune in the immediate future. According to his account,
the Insurance Company could not fail to return enormous profits. He
was not, however, confining himself to that venture, but was engaging
in all kinds of speculations. He appeared to have become quite charmed
with the financial and mercantile world, which he now reproached
himself for having judged so absurdly. All his literary schemes seemed
quite abandoned. Then, too, he was never tired of writing about his
domestic joys, and related all sorts of things about his wife--the
kisses he had given her, and the life they led together--setting forth
at length all his happiness by way of expressing his gratitude to her,
whom he called his 'dear sister.' It was those details, those familiar
passages, which made Pauline's fingers tremble feverishly.--The
odour of love which the paper diffused, the perfume of heliotrope,
Louise's favourite scent, which clung to it, seemed to stupefy her.
But the letters gradually became fewer and shorter. Lazare ceased
to write about business, and in other respects confined himself to
sending his wife's love to Pauline. He offered no explanations, but
simply ceased to tell her everything. Was he discontented with his
position and already sick of finance? Was his domestic happiness
compromised by misunderstandings? Pauline was afraid it must be so,
and she was saddened by the evidence of her cousin's weariness, which
she thought she could detect in certain passages that seemed to have
been reluctantly written. About the end of April, after a six weeks'
silence, she received a short note of four lines, in which her cousin
told her that Louise was _enceinte_. Then silence fell again, and she
had no further news.
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