At ten o'clock Véronique entered to say that Monsieur Lazare's room
was ready. But when they had reached the first floor, and she wanted
to instal him in the former guest-chamber, which had been subsequently
fitted up for the occupation of himself and his wife, he flew into a
tantrum.
'You're quite mistaken,' said he, 'if you suppose that I am going
to sleep there! I'm going up to the top of the house to my old iron
bedstead.'
Véronique began to grumble and growl. Why couldn't he sleep there? The
bed had been got ready for him, and, surely, he wasn't going to give
her the trouble of preparing another.
'Very well,' he said, 'I will sleep in an easy-chair.'
While Véronique angrily tore off the sheets and carried them up to the
top floor, Pauline experienced a sudden delight which impelled her
to throw her arms round her cousin's neck, in an outburst of the old
chummish feeling of their youth, as she wished him good-night. He was
occupying his big room once more, and he was so close to her that for a
long time she could hear him pacing about, as though brooding over the
recollections which were keeping her awake also.
It was only the next morning that Lazare began to take Pauline into his
confidence. Even then he made no clear statement; she had to guess what
she could from a few short sentences which he let slip in the course
of conversation. By-and-by she took courage and questioned him with an
expression of affectionate concern. Were he and Louise still getting
on as happily as ever? He replied in the affirmative, but complained
about certain little domestic disagreements and other trifling matters
which had led to quarrels. Without having come to a definite rupture,
they were suffering from the perpetual jarring of two highly-strung
temperaments, which were incapable of equilibrium either in joy or
sorrow. There existed between them a sort of unconfessed bitterness,
as though they were surprised and angry at having mistaken each other,
at having discovered each other's real feelings so soon, after all the
passionate love of the first days. For a moment Pauline thought she
could discover that it was pecuniary troubles that had embittered them;
but in this she was mistaken, for their income of ten thousand francs
a year had remained almost undiminished. Lazare had simply become
disgusted with business, just as he had previously grown disgusted
with music and medicine and industrial enterprise; and on this subject
he launched out in strong language. Never, he said, never had he come
across such a stupid, rotten sphere as that of the financial world. He
would prefer anything, the dulness of country life and the mediocrity
of small means, to perpetual worries about money, the brain-softening
tangle of figures. He had just retired from the Insurance Company, he
said, and he was going to try what he could do as a play-writer when he
returned to Paris in the following winter. His drama would avenge him;
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