One evening Pauline had sat up knitting in Lazare's room till nearly
midnight, while her cousin, whose pen had dropped idly from his
fingers, slowly told her about what he intended to write in the
future--dramas peopled with colossal characters. The whole house was
asleep. Véronique had gone to bed long ago, and the deep stillness of
the night, through which only broke the familiar wail of the high tide,
gradually permeated them with tenderness. Lazare, unbosoming himself,
confessed that his life hitherto had been a failure; if literature also
failed him, he had made up his mind to retire to some secluded spot and
live the life of a recluse.
'Do you know,' he added with a smile, 'I often think that we ought to
have emigrated after my mother's death?'
'Emigrated! Why?'
'Yes; have taken ourselves very far away--to Oceania, for instance, to
one of those islands where life is so sweet and pleasant.'
'But your father? Should we have taken him with us?'
'Oh! it's only a fancy, a dream, that I'm talking of. One may indulge
in pleasant dreams, you know, when the actual truth is not very
cheerful.'
He had risen from the table and had sat down upon one of the arms of
Pauline's chair. She let her knitting drop, that she might laugh at
ease over the ceaseless flow of the young man's imagination.
'Are you mad, my poor fellow?' she asked. 'What should we have done
out there?'
'We should have lived! Do you remember that book of travels that we
read together a dozen years ago? There is a perfect paradise out there.
There is no winter, the sky is always blue, and life is passed beneath
the sun and the stars. We should have had a cabin and have lived upon
delicious fruits, with nothing to do and never a trouble to vex us.'
'Ah! then we should soon have become a pair of savages, with rings
through our noses and feathers on our heads!'
'Well, why not? We should have loved each other from one end of the
year to the other, taking no count of the days. Ah! it would have been
delightful!'
She looked at him. Her eyelids were quivering and her face turned
pale. That thought of love had filled her with delicious languor. He
had playfully taken hold of her hand and was smiling in an embarrassed
manner. At first Pauline felt no disquietude. It was nothing more than
a revival of their old intimacy. But she slowly grew disturbed; her
strength seemed to ebb from her, and her very voice faltered as she
said:
'Nothing but fruit would make rather a spare diet. We should have had
to hunt and fish, and cultivate a piece of land. If it is true, as they
say, that the women do the work out there, would you have set me to dig
the ground?'
'You! With those tiny hands of yours! Oh! we could have made capital
servants out of the monkeys, you know!'
She smiled languidly at this pleasantry, while he added:
'Besides, they would have been no longer in existence, those little
hands of yours! I should have eaten them up--like this!'
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