Pauline and Lazare had resumed all their old comradeship, while the
terribly severe winter kept them both confined to the house. During the
first week Lazare seemed so melancholy, and so ashamed of himself and
embittered by his ill-fortune, that Pauline lavished all her tenderness
upon him and treated him as gently as though he were an invalid. She
felt great pity for that big young man, whose whimsical, enthusiastic
temperament, and mere nervous courage accounted for all his failures,
and she gradually began to assume a sort of scolding mother-like
authority over him. At first he entirely lost his head and vowed that
he would go and work as a mere peasant; then he gave himself up to all
kinds of wild projects for making an immediate fortune, and declared
that he would not remain a burden on his family for another day. But
time slipped on, and he continually deferred putting his plans into
execution. Every morning he came down with some new scheme which would
at once lead to the greatest wealth and honour. Pauline, frightened by
her aunt's lying confidences, scolded him and asked him if he supposed
that anyone wanted him to go bothering himself in that way. It would
be soon enough for him to look out for something to do when the spring
came, and, no doubt, he would speedily be successful; but, till then,
it was necessary for him to rest. At the end of a month she seemed
to have gained the better of him, and he fell into a state of dreamy
idleness and cynical resignation beneath what he called the burdens of
life.
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