To-day I should undoubtedly be much more of a person if I had once had
the pleasure of living a wall away from Richard Watson Gilder. He was
a true master by proxy. For he was a vastly more creative person than
his published writings will ever accredit him with being. Not only
with his pen, but also with his whole self he went about doing good.
"Virtue" fairly streamed from him all the time. Those bowed shoulders
and deep-set, kindly eyes would emerge from the inner sanctum of the
"Century" office. In three short sentences he would reject the story
which had cost you two years of labor and travail. But all the time
the fatal words were getting themselves uttered, so much "virtue" was
passing from him into you that you would turn from his presence
exhilarated, uplifted, and while treading higher levels for the next
week, would produce a check-bearing tale. The check, however, would
not bring you a tithe of the "virtue" that the great editor's personal
rebuff had brought.
But more than to any editor, writers look to their readers for
support, especially to their unknown correspondents--postal and
psychic. Leonard Merrick has so finely expressed the attitude of many
writers that I cannot forbear giving his words to his "public":
I have thought of you so often and wanted to win a smile
from you; you don't realize how I have longed to meet
you--to listen to you, to have you lift the veil that hides
your mind from me. Sometimes in a crowd I have fancied I
caught a glimpse of you; I can't explain--the poise of the
head, a look in the eyes, there was something that hinted it
was You. And in a whirlwind of an instant it almost seemed
that you would recognize me; but you said no word--you
passed, a secret from me still. To yourself where you are
sitting you are just a charming woman with "a local
habitation and a name"; but to me you are not Miss or Madam,
not M. or N.--you are a Power, and I have sought you by a
name you have not heard--you are my Public. And O my Lady, I
am speaking to you! I feel your presence in my senses,
though you are far away and I can't hear your answer.... It
is as if I had touched your hand across the page.
There are probably more masters by proxy to be found among the world's
mothers than in any other class. The profession of motherhood is such
a creative one, and demands so constant an outgo of unselfish
sympathy, that a mother's technic as silent partner is usually kept in
a highly efficient state. And occasionally a mother of a genius
deserves as much credit for him spiritually as physically. Think of
Frau Goethe, for example.
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