Scotland -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
All through the night that followed they pressed each other's hands, and
spoke. "Are you dead?" Ellen's quickened breath would ask; and the faint
pressure would answer, "No. I have still a little life, and I am using
it all to think of you, my darling." And sometimes that faint pressure
would ask, "Are you thinking of me, Ellen? These last few moments I want
all of you," and Ellen's fingers would say passionately, "I am all
yours, mother." In these moments the forgotten wisdom of the body, freed
from the tyranny of the mind and its continual running hither and
thither at the call of speculation, told them consoling things. The
mother's flesh, touching the daughter's, remembered a faint pulse felt
long ago and marvelled at this splendid sequel, and lost fear. Since the
past held such a miracle the future mattered nothing. Existence had
justified itself. The watchers were surprised to hear her sigh of
rapture. The daughter's flesh, touching the mother's, remembered life in
the womb, that loving organ that by night and day does not cease to
embrace its beloved, and was the stronger for tasting again that first
best draught of love that the spirit has not yet excelled.
There were footsteps in the corridor, a scuffle and a freshet of
giggling; the nurses were going downstairs after the early morning cup
of tea in the ward kitchen. This laughter that sounded so strange
because it was so late reminded Ellen of the first New Year's Eve that
she and her mother had spent in Edinburgh. They had had no friends to
first foot them, but they had kept it up very well. Mrs. Melville had
played the piano, and Ellen and she had sung half through the
_Student's Song Book_, and they had had several glasses of Stone's
Ginger Ale, and there really had been a glow of firelight and holly
berry brightness, for Mrs. Melville, birdlike in everything, had a
wonderful faculty for bursts of gaiety, pure in tone like a blackbird's
song, which brought out whatever gladness might be latent in any person
or occasion. As twelve chimed out they had stood in front of the
chimneypiece mirror and raised their glasses above their heads, singing,
"Auld Lang Syne" in time with the dancers on the other side of the wall,
who were making such a night of it that several times the house had
seemed likely to fall in.
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