Scotland -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
The blankness of the gaze that met her had, she felt sure, been
substituted but the second before for a gaze richly complicated with
observation and speculation. She scowled and remembered that she was
disliking this woman on the highest grounds, and as she ate she sent her
eyes round the restaurant, knowing quite well the line of the thought
she expected it to arouse in her. She was not, in fact, seeing things
with any acuteness. There was a woman at a table close by wearing a
dress of a very beautiful blue, the colour of the lower flowers of the
darkest delphiniums, but the sight of it gave her none of the pleasant
physical sensations, the pricking of the skin, the desire to rub the
palms of the hands together quickly that she usually experienced when
she saw an intense, clear colour. But she saw, though all the images
seemed to refuse to travel from her eyes to the nerves, many people in
bright clothes, the women showing their arms and shoulders as she had
always heard rich women do, the men with glossy faces which reminded her
in their brilliance and their blankness of the nails on Marion's hands;
pretty food, like the things to eat in Keat's St. Agnes' Eve, being
carried about on gleaming dishes by waiters whose bodies seemed
deformed with obsequiousness; jewel-coloured wines hanging suspended
over the white cloths in glasses invisible save where they glittered;
bottles with gold necks lolling in pails among lumps of ice like tipsy
gnomes overcome by sleep on some Alpine pass; innumerable fairy frocks
and vessels of alabaster patterned like a cloud invested strong lights
with the colour of romance. It would have roused her fatigued
imagination had she not remembered that she had other business in hand.
She organised her face to look on the spectacle with innocent pleasure,
and then to darken at some serious reflection, and finally to assume the
expression which she had always thought Socialist leaders ought to wear,
though at public meetings she had noticed they do not.
She coughed to attract attention, and then sighed. "It's terrible," she
declared, taking good care that her voice should travel across the
table, "to see all these people being happy like this when there are
millions in want."
Marion set down her wine-glass with a movement that, though her hands
were clever, seemed clumsy, so indifferent was she to the thing she
handled and the place she put it in, and looked round the restaurant
with eyes that were very like Richard's, though they shone from
bloodshot whites and were not so bright as his, nor so kind; nor so
capable, Ellen felt sure, of losing all brilliance and becoming
contemplative, passionate darkness. She said in her rapid, inarticulate
murmur, "They don't strike me as being particularly happy."
Ellen was taken aback, and said in the tones of a popular preacher,
"Then what are they doing here--feasting?"
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