Scotland -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
"No, you're beautiful. I expected you to be beautiful." There was a hint
of coldness in her voice, as if she disliked the implication that her
son might be lacking in taste. "It's the other things I'm surprised at:
that you're clever, that you're reflective, that you feel deeply."
"As a matter of fact," said Ellen, confidentially, leaning across the
table, "since we're being honest, I don't mind saying that I think
you're not over-stating it. But how do you know all that? I'm sure I've
been most petty and disagreeable ever since I arrived. I've just been
hoping it's not the climate that's doing it, for that'd be hard on
Richard and you."
The other woman became almost confused. "Oh, that was me! That was me!"
she said earnestly. "I told you I was evasive. One form it takes is that
when I meet people I'm very much interested in, I can't show my interest
directly; I take cover behind a pretence of abstraction. I polish my
nails and do silly things like that, and people think I'm cold, and
stupid about the particular point they want me to see, and they try to
attract my attention by behaving wildly, and that usually means behaving
badly. It was my fault, it was my fault!"
"Indeed, it was my own ill nature," said Ellen stoutly. "But let us
cease this moral babble, as Milton says. I wish you'd tell me why you're
surprised that I should be clever, though you were quite cairtain that
he would have chosen a good-looking gairl?"
Mrs. Yaverland explained hesitantly, delicately. "Richard has tried to
fall in love before, you know. And he has always chosen such stupid
women."
Ellen was puzzled and displeased, though of course it was not the notion
that he had tried to fall in love with stupid women that distressed her,
and not merely the notion of his trying to fall in love with other
women. Thank goodness she was modern and therefore without jealousy.
"Why did he do that? Why did he do that?"
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