Scotland -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
Crossing the room was a terrible business. She hoped people were not
staring at her because she was with a woman whom they could perhaps see
had once been bad. No doubt there were signs by which experienced people
could tell. Richard's presence seemed all at once to have set behind the
rim of the earth.
They sat down at last on a kind of wide marble platform, which looked
down on another restaurant where there dined even more glorious people,
none of whom wore hats, who seemed indeed to have stripped for their
fray with appetite. They were nice-looking, some of them, but not like
Richard. She looked proudly round just for the pleasure of seeing that
there was not his like anywhere here, and found herself under the gaze
of Richard's eyes, set in Richard's mother's face. Doubt left her. Here
was beauty and generosity and courage and brilliance. Here was the
quality of life she loved. She found herself saying eagerly, that she
might hear that adorable voice and hoping that it would speak such
strong words as he used: "Yes, Marion?"
"Ellen, when will you marry Richard?"
"We've talked it over," said Ellen, with a certain solemn fear. "We
think we'll wait. Six months. Out of respect for mother."
"But, my dear, your mother won't get any pleasure out of Richard being
kept waiting. She'd like you to settle down and be happy."
Ellen looked before her with blue eyes that seemed as if she saw an
altar, and as if Marion were insisting on talking loud in church. "I
feel I'd like to wait," she murmured.
The older woman understood. In such fear of life had she once dallied,
one night long before, at the edge of woods, looking across the clearing
at the belvedere, and the light in the room behind its pediment, which
sent a fan of coarse brightness out through the skylight into the pale
clotted starshine. With one arm she clasped a sapling as if it were a
lover, and she murmured, "He is there, he is waiting for me. But I will
not go. Another night...." She had been so glad that there was no moon,
so that he would not see her from his window. She had forgotten that her
white frock would gleam among the hazel thickets like a ghost! So he had
stepped suddenly from between the columns and come towards her across
the clearing. It was strange that though she wanted to run away she
could make no motion save with her hands, which fluttered about her like
doves, and that when he took her in his arms her feet had moved with his
towards the belvedere, though her lips had cried faintly but sincerely,
"No ... no...." Such a fear of life was of good augury for her son.
Those only feared life who were conscious of powers within themselves
that would make their living a tremendous thing. She was exhilarated by
the conviction that this girl was almost good enough for her son, but
her sense of the prevailing darkness of fate's climate caused her to
desire to make the promise of his happiness a certainty, and she
exclaimed urgently, "Oh, Ellen, marry Richard soon!"
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