Mountain life -- Fiction; Tennessee, East -- Fiction
It was a silent house. No wind stirred. Not a leaf rustled. One
might hear the ash crumble covering the embers on the hearth. A
vague monotone came from the river. Outside, the still radiance of a
late-risen moon lay pallid and lonely on the newly ploughed fields.
Here and there crevices in the chinking between the logs of the walls
made shift to admit a ray, sending its slight shaft through the brown
gloom of the interior, visible itself and luminous in its filar
tenuity, yet dispensing no light. One of these rays glimmered through
the clapboards of the roof on the face of the sleeper, which showed in
the dusk, with all its wan trouble on it, with the distinctness of some
sharply cut cameo, to Tubal Cain Sims, who, half dressed and with shock
head and bare feet, had climbed the stair, and lurked there listening,
that perchance he might hear more to convey to the sharp-set curiosity
of the magisterial lime-burner.
This involuntary lapse of his resolution left no trace on the juggler’s
consciousness when he awoke the next morning. He was not aware that he
had dreamed, that in sleeping he had swerved from his intention, far
less that he had cried out in his unrealized mental anguish. He took
comfort from his stanch mental poise. The fact that he held fast to
his conclusion seemed to confirm the validity of his judgment. Here
he was to begin life anew, and it behooved him to make the most and
the best of it. For one moment the recollection of the world he had
left almost overcame him,--the contrast it bore to his sorry future!
Even its workaday aspect,--the office, his high desk by the window,
the thunder of the cotton-laden wagons in the streets and the clamor
of voices impinging so slightly on his absorption in his work as to
be ignored,--even this wrung a pang from him now. How much more the
thought of the club, with its brilliant lights, and its luxury of
furnishing, and its delectable cuisine, and the pretensions of its
elder members, and the countenance they were pleased to show him; of
the fraternity halls where he was so prime a favorite; of the gymnasium
he affected, and the boating and swimming clubs; of his choice social
circle, with its germans and musicales, its little dinners and tally-ho
drives, its private theatricals, its decorous parlors of refined and
elegant suggestions, of which he valued the _entrée_ in proportion as
he had once felt it jeopardized by the bruiting abroad of that wild
gambling escapade, which he feared, in the estimation of the severe
and straight-laced matrons and delicate-minded young girls, ill became
a member of so elevated a coterie. They seemed, in his recollection,
of an embellished beauty and aloof majesty infinitely removed from
his sordid plight and maimed estate. He faltered as he thought of his
hopeless alienation from it all, his dreary exile.
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