Mountain life -- Fiction; Tennessee, East -- Fiction
conscious of it even in his silent recollections. She felt she had no
refuge from it. She told herself that because she loved Haines she
deprecated mockery as unworthy of him, she would fain shield him from
the sneers of those not half so good as he. She would rather he should
eat out his heart in silence than besiege the throne of grace in any
manner not calculated to inspire respect and admiration in those who
heard his words addressed to the Almighty. As to the Deity, the goal of
all these petitions, she never once thought of their spiritual effect,
the possibility of an answer. She esteemed the prayer as in the nature
of a public speech, a public exhibition, which, glorious in success, is
contemptible in its failure in proportion to the number of witnesses
and the scope of the effort. How could Owen Haines pray for the power
to preach, when there was Absalom Tynes looking on so vainglorious
and grand, doubtless esteeming himself a most “servigrous” exhorter,
and obviously vaunting his own godliness by implication in the fervor
with which he called sinners to repentance? How could Owen Haines seek
so openly, so painfully, so terribly insistently, as a privilege, a
boon, as an answer to all his prayers, as a sign from the heavens, as a
token of salvation, as the price of his life, that capacity which was
possessed so conspicuously, without a word of prayer, without a moment
of spiritual wrestling, without a conscious effort, by Absalom Tynes?
“I’d content myself with the power ter plough,” she said to herself.
Then, as he fell into retrospective thought, she said aloud,--her
voice not ringing true as was its wont, but with a tremulous uncertain
vibration,--“’Pears like ter me, ez ye hain’t been gin the power
arter sech a sight o’ prayer, ’twould be better ter stop baigin’ an’
pesterin’ the Lord ’bout’n it.”
There was a moment’s silence, during which the little roadside rill
flung out on the air the rudiments of a song,--a high crystalline
tremor, a whispering undertone, a comprehensive surging splash as of
all its miniature currents resolved into one chord _con tutta forza_,
and so to whispering and tentative tinklings again. He had turned his
clear long-lashed blue eyes upon her, and she saw the reproach in
them. That courage in the feminine heart which dares wreak cruelty on
its own tender fibres urged her.
“I hev tole ye that afore,” she added sternly.
He was still silent. So sacred was that disregarded petition of his
that, despite the publicity of its preferment, its free unrestrained
fervors, he could hardly discuss it, even with her.
“Ye hain’t hed no advices from the Lord,” she argued. “Ye hev been
prayin’ fur the power constant, ever since ye got religion, an’ the
Lord don’t take no notice o’ ye.”
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