The Junior Classics, Volume 8: Animal and Nature Stories
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The Junior Classics, Volume 8: Animal and Nature Stories
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The end was drawing on: the golden bowl was breaking; the silver
cord was fast being loosed--that _animula blandula, vagula,
hospes, comesque_ (dear fleeting life, a sojourner and companion)
was about to flee. The body and the soul--companions for sixty
years--were being sundered, and taking leave. She was walking,
alone, through the valley of that shadow, into which one day we
must all enter--and yet she was not alone, for we know whose rod
and staff were comforting her.
One night she had fallen quiet, and as we hoped, asleep; her eyes
were shut. We put down the gas and sat watching her. Suddenly she
sat up in bed and taking a bedgown which was lying on it rolled up,
she held it eagerly to her breast--to the right side. We could see
her eyes bright with surpassing tenderness and joy, bending over
this bundle of clothes. She held it as a woman holds her suckling
child; opening out her nightgown impatiently, and holding it close,
and brooding over it, and murmuring foolish little words, as one
whom his mother comforteth, and who sucks and is satisfied. It was
pitiful and strange to see her wasting dying look, keen and yet
vague--her immense love.
"Preserve me!" groaned James, giving away. And then she rocked back
and forward, as if to make it sleep, hushing it, and wasting on it
her infinite fondness. "Wae's me, doctor; I declare she's thinkin'
it's that bairn." "What bairn?"
"The only bairn we ever had; our wee Mysie, and she's in the
Kingdom, forty years and mair." It was plainly true: the pain in
the breast telling its urgent story to a bewildered, ruined brain,
was misread and mistaken; it suggested to her the uneasiness of a
breast full of milk, and then the child; and so again once more
they were together, and she had her ain wee Mysie in her bosom.
This was the close. She sank rapidly: the delirium left her; but,
as she whispered, she was "clean silly"; it was the lightening
before the final darkness. After having for some time lain
still--her eyes shut, she said, "James!" He came close to her, and
lifting up her calm, clear, beautiful eyes, she gave him a long
look, turned to me kindly but shortly, looked for Rab but could not
see him, then turned to her husband again, as if she would never
leave off looking, shut her eyes and composed herself. She lay for
some time breathing quick, and passed away so gently, that when we
thought she was gone, James, in his old-fashioned way, held the
mirror to her face. After a long pause, one small spot of dimness
was breathed out; it vanished away, and never returned, leaving the
blank clear darkness of the mirror without a stain. "What is your
life? it is even a vapor, which appeareth for a little time, and
then vanisheth away."
Rab all this time had been full awake and motionless; he came
forward beside us; Ailie's hand, which James had held, was hanging
down; it was soaked with his tears; Rab licked it all over
carefully, looked at her, and returned to his place under the
table.
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