Nearer and nearer to her came Fate in the person of
Schriftman—Schriftman the silent, who could skirt with his knife the
fringe of the soul itself. His progress through the ward was accompanied
with more awe than that of a sovereign through his court. To the huddled
group of internes at his back he stood for the highest goal in their
profession; to those patients who knew him he stood as the literal
arbiter of life and death. When those clear eyes—as brilliantly hard as
glacial ice—were upon them, when those quick, mobile fingers fluttered
over their bruised bodies, they breathed slowly and prayed. For they knew
it was given to him to do things possible to no other man. But though
many an eye warmed at sight of him, though many an arm pleaded toward
him, though many lips trembled gratitude at his approach, he rigidly
preserved his impersonality. He had neither smile nor jest. His eyes
never warmed; they only lighted.
Gretzel saw him as he entered the ward opposite her. She shrank beneath
the clothes with only her eyes showing and studied the man. She liked his
size first of all. She had a weakling’s reverence for physical strength.
The broad shoulders, the long, heavy arms appealed to her at once. Then
she liked his whiskers. They reminded her of pictures of Santa Claus.
Finally, she liked his deep bass voice. It seemed to her that a man with
a voice like that must tell the truth. She wasn’t sure of this, but the
longer she listened to it and the nearer it came, the less afraid she
grew. She ventured the tip of her nose above the bedclothes, then her
mouth, and finally her chin. By the time the group reached her side she
was facing them all, in the open.
For a moment Schriftman stood over her and met her gaze. He had never
felt his soul so searched as it was during the next few seconds. And yet
the silent questions asked of him were simple. Gretzel sought only to
know if he were a man to tell the truth and if she could trust him with
her tender, sensitive body. She had fought the boarding-house doctor
tooth and nail from the beginning. Not only had he lied to her but he had
hurt her brutally. Now she wished to know if she must be on her guard
with this other. So for a moment her excited big eyes rested on his,
which were like candles burning in a frosty room. Then quite simply and
unafraid she shoved down the bedclothes and, turning over on her face,
exposed her throbbing back.
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