Schriftman winced. Burrell ran on excitedly.
“Why, you yourself said she didn’t have a chance in ten, but without
you—why, it wouldn’t be a chance in a hundred.”
Burrell was pleading. He was pleading with his heart in the plea, for
he was pleading for Gretzel’s life. The operation had been the talk of
the hospital for three weeks. The girl’s heart was too weak to stand an
anesthetic, and even with the local application of cocaine the operation
was bound to be brutal. Everyone knew there was just one Schriftman—just
one man with the brains, the hand, and the nerve to do it. This wasn’t
a task for an ordinary surgeon; it was a task for a surgical machine.
Burrell had been waking up lately in a cold sweat trying to find out how
he could avoid assisting. Without ether—good heavens! there was only one
Schriftman; only one man who could keep his hand steady with Gretzel’s
poor body quivering beneath it.
Moreover, there wasn’t another man who had the skill to give the lass
even a show for her suffering. Speed is what would count, and there was
no such nimble fingers in the world as Schriftman’s.
Burrell was on his feet.
“Gretzel’s life is literally in your hands, doctor,” he exclaimed
impulsively. “God give her strength to bear the ordeal.”
“Amen,” muttered Schriftman.
During the next few weeks Gretzel seemed actually to grow slightly plump
and rosy, but almost in the same proportion Schriftman grew wan and pale.
He realized that Burrell had told the truth; if the child was to have
a fighting chance for life, then he must do the operation. But was it
possible to make the kleine mädchen understand that what he did he did
for her own dear sake? Could he make her realize that the hand she
grasped so confidently would not willingly cause her brutal pain? Ach—the
honest trust of those blue eyes!
There came a morning when Gretzel was given no breakfast. She protested
to the head nurse.
“Santy will be very mad on me if I don’t eat my egg,” she declared.
“I think he will forgive you this time, dear,” answered the nurse.
“Why?” Gretzel asked pointedly.
“Because—because—”
“I ain’t beau-ti-ful yet,” Gretzel interrupted with a glance at her thin
arm.
The nurse threw herself on her knees by the side of the girl. She kissed
that thin arm again and again.
“Yes, you are beautiful and wonderful,” she half sobbed. “Don’t ask me
questions, Gretzel. _Please_ don’t ask me questions.”
Gretzel placed her hand on the nurse’s head. She didn’t like to see
anyone worried. And because, here, she herself seemed always to be the
cause of worry she answered reassuringly the only comforting thing she
could think of:
“I’m partickly comfy.”
Whereupon the nurse rose swiftly and hurried out of the room.
Santy favored Gretzel with an unexpected visit this same morning. He came
in shortly after the nurse had left, and Gretzel explained to him at once
that she had not had her egg.
“So?” Schriftman answered nervously.
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