For twenty-four hours after the operation Schriftman sat outside
Gretzel’s door and received five-minute reports on her condition. Then
when he realized that she bade fair to tide over the first terrible
shock, he returned to his lonely room and slept. He was exhausted as
he had never before been, and when he woke up he was still exhausted.
Something seemed to have gone from him. He made his morning hospital
visit to everyone except Gretzel, but his mind was loose and vague. So a
week passed, and they told him that while the maid was free from pain and
was making a good recovery, she shrank from everyone who approached her.
“Und she neffer asks for Santy—hein?” he questioned the nurse.
The nurse lowered her eyes.
“No,” she admitted gently.
He waited another week with the success of his wonderful operation his
only consolation. There was no doubt now but that in time Gretzel would
really be as gross and rosy as any of the princesses he had pictured to
her. For a long time yet he must watch that weak heart, to be sure, but
with care and patience much might be done even with that. If only she
would let him, he would make that his life work. He wanted to make her
his legal daughter; he wanted to buy a little house in the country and
take her there; he wanted to make her a real fairyland princess.
“Und she neffer asks yet for Santy—hein?”
“No,” answered the nurse.
“So,” he murmured, turning away his head. He waited a moment. Then he
asked:
“You speak somedimes off me?”
“Yes,” answered the nurse.
He did not press her further, and so she was saved from telling him that
at the mere mention of his name the maid shrank away in terror.
Schriftman waited until Gretzel’s temperature was normal—until for the
first time in her life she slept soundly through the night. He himself
had been sleeping less than one hour in the twenty-four. His clothes hung
pitifully loose about his once firm body. As Burrell said, he was proving
the truth of his own epigram: his love was costing him much—too much.
There came a day when Schriftman could stand it no longer; when he could
fight himself no longer. He stole to the door of Gretzel’s room while she
was at breakfast. The nurse had seen him coming and was running down the
corridor as fast as she could run. She heard the maid’s shriek of terror
and forced both hands over her ears.
Schriftman clutched at his heart. He grew ten years older in a minute as
he saw the girl shrink away. She did not cry out again, but she kept her
head hidden beneath the bedclothes.
“Kleine mädchen,” he trembled. “Don’t do dot. See, I vill go! I vill go
und neffer again vill I scare you!”
She did not move.
“Goot-pye, kleine mädchen!” He trembled· “Goot-pye, leedle brincess.”
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