“Ingham, I swear to you that I felt like a monster that I had
not told him everything before. Danger or no danger, delicacy
or no delicacy, who was I, that I should have been acting the
tyrant all this time over this dear, sainted old man, who had
years ago expiated, in his whole manhood’s life, the madness
of a boy’s treason? ‘Mr. Nolan,’ said I, ‘I will tell you
everything you ask about. Only, where shall I begin?’
“O the blessed smile that crept over his white face! and he
pressed my hand and said, ‘God bless you!’ ‘Tell me their
names,’ he said, and he pointed to the stars on the flag. The
last I know is Ohio. My father lived in Kentucky. But I have
guessed Michigan and Indiana and Mississippi—that was where
Fort Adams is—they make twenty. But where are your other
fourteen? You have not cut up any of the old ones, I hope?’
“Well, that was not a bad text, and I told him the names in as
good order as I could, and he bade me take down his beautiful
map and draw them in as best I could with my pencil. He was
wild with delight about Texas, told me how his cousin died
there; he had marked a gold cross near where he supposed
his grave was; and he had guessed at Texas. Then he was
delighted as he saw California and Oregon;—that, he said, he
had suspected partly, because he had never been permitted to
land on that shore, though the ships were there so much. ‘And
the men,’ said he, laughing, ‘brought off a good deal besides
furs.’ Then he went back—heavens, how far!—to ask about the
_Chesapeake_, and what was done to Barron for surrendering
her to the _Leopard_, and whether Burr ever tried again—and
he ground his teeth with the only passion he showed. But in
a moment that was over, and he said, ‘God forgive me, for I
am sure I forgive him.’ Then he asked about the old war—told
me the true story of his serving the gun the day we took the
_Java_—asked about dear old David Porter, as he called him.
Then he settled down more quietly, and very happily, to hear me
tell in an hour the history of fifty years.
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