From the parlor, Evelyn heard his voice. She had found him amusing in
the first days of their acquaintance, and possibly she might again find
him diverting, but this afternoon he had chosen ill for his call. She
was quite sure she detested him. For the first time she measured him by
standards of which he could know nothing, and found no good thing in
him. What had Marsh meant when he forced this most undesirable
acquaintance on her!
"You wanted to see Marsh?" she asked, as she gave him her hand.
"That will keep," said Gilmore cheerfully. "May I stay?" he added.
"If you wish," she answered indifferently.
She felt a sense of shame at his presence there. Everything about her
seemed to sink to his level, which was a very low level, she was sure.
These afternoon calls were a recent feature of their intimacy. Before
Gilmore came, she had been thinking for the hundredth time of John
North--the man she had once loved and now hated, but in whose honor she
had such confidence that she knew he would face death rather than
compromise her. In spite of the fact that he had scorned her, had thrown
her aside for another, she had had on his account many a soul-rending
struggle with her conscience, with her better self. She knew that a word
from her, and his prison doors would open to a free world. Time and
again this word had trembled on her lips unuttered. She knew also that
it was not hate of North that kept her silent. It was an intangible,
unformed, unthoughtout fear of what might follow after. North, she knew,
was innocent; who then was guilty? She closed her eyes and shut her
lips. That North would ultimately clear himself she never seriously
doubted, and yet the burden of her secret was intolerable. In her
present mood, she was accessible to every passing influence, and to-day
it was Gilmore's fate to find her both penitent and rebellious, but he
could not know this, he only knew that she was quieter than usual.
He seated himself at her side, and his eyes, eager and animated, fed on
her beauty. He had come to the belief that only the lightest barriers
stood between himself and Evelyn Langham, and it was a question in his
mind of just how much he would be willing to sacrifice for her sake. He
boasted nothing in the way of position or reputation, and no act of his
could possibly add to the disfavor in which he was already held; but to
leave Mount Hope meant certain definite financial losses; this had
served as a check on his ardor, for where money was concerned Gilmore
was cautious. But his passion was coming to be the supreme thing in his
life; a fortunate chance had placed him where he now stood in relation
to her, and chance again, as unkind as it had been kind, might separate
them. The set of Gilmore's heavy jaws became tense with this thought and
with the ruthless strength of his purpose. He would shake down one
sensation for Mount Hope before he got away,--and he would not go alone.
"I suppose you were at the trial to-day?" Evelyn said.
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