A long day, the last of many long days he told himself, was ended, and
John North stood by his window. Below in the yard into which he was
looking, but within the black shadow cast by the jail, was the gallows.
Though indistinguishable in the darkness, its shape was seared on his
brain, for he had lived in close fellowship with all it emphasized. It
was his gallows, it had grown to completion under his very eyes that it
might destroy him in the last hour.
There had been for him a terrible fascination in the gaunt thing that
gave out the odor of new wood; a thing men had made with their own
hands; a clumsy device to inflict a brutal death; a left-over from
barbarism which denied every claim of civilization and Christianity!
Now, as the moon crept up from behind the distant hills, the black
shadows retreated, and as he watched, timber by timber the gallows stood
forth distinct in the soft clear light. In a few hours, unless the
governor interfered, he would pass through the door directly below his
window. He pictured the group of grave-faced nervous officials, he saw
himself bound and blindfolded and helpless in their midst.
His fingers closed convulsively about the iron bars that guarded his
window, but the feeling of horror that suddenly seized him was remote
from self-pity. He was thinking of Elizabeth. What unspeakable
wretchedness he had brought into her life, and he was still to bequeath
her this squalid brutal death! It was the crowning shame and misery to
the long months of doubt and fearful suspense.
Up from the earth came the scent of living growing things. The leaves of
the great maples in the court-house grounds rustled in the spring
breeze, there was the soft incessant hum of insect life, and over all
the white wonderful moonlight. But he had no part in this universal
renewal--he was to die his purposeless unheroic death in the morning.
For himself he could almost believe he no longer cared; he had fully
accepted the idea. He had even taken his farewell of the few in Mount
Hope who had held steadfast in their friendship, and there only remained
for him to die decently; to meet the inevitable with whatever courage
there was in his soul.
He heard Brockett's familar step and suddenly, intent and listening, he
faced the door; but the deputy came slowly down the corridor and as he
entered the cell, paused, and shook his head.
"No word yet, John," he said regretfully.
"Is the train in?" asked North.
"Yes, Conklin went down to meet it. He's just back; I guess they'll come
on the ten-thirty."
North again turned listlessly toward the window.
"I wouldn't own myself beat yet, John!" said the deputy.
"I've gone down at every crisis! I didn't think the grand jury would
indict me, I didn't think I would be convicted at the trial!" He made a
weary gesture. "What right have I to think they will be able to
influence the governor?"
There was a moment's silence broken by the deputy.
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