American fiction; California -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Short stories, American
“You would not take money for helping me when I was hurt,” she said,
“and I presume you will refuse to take it for what you are doing now.
But I should like you to know that Mr. Barrett and I will always,
always be your friends. If”--she looked across at him, no more a part
of his rude surroundings, than was she--“if ever there comes a time
when we could be of use to you, you have only to tell us. Please
remember that.”
“I will remember.”
“I cannot help but feel,” she went on, and with a sincere desire to
prove her gratitude, rather than to pry out any secret of his, “that
you do not belong here--that you are in more trouble than I am. For
what can a man of your rank have to do in a little town like this!”
He was not displeased with her. “The ancient sage,” he said slowly,
“mounted himself upon a black ox and disappeared into the western
wilderness of Thibet. Doubtless others, too, seek seclusion for much
thinking.”
“But you are not the hermit kind,” she declared boldly. “You belong to
those who stay and fight. Yet here you are, separated from your people
and your people’s graves--alone and sorrowful.”
“As for my living people, they are best without me; as for my people
dead, I neither worship their dust nor propitiate devils. The wise one
said: ‘Why talk forever on of men who are long gone?’”
“Yet----” she persisted.
He left the stove and came near her. “You are a woman, but you know
much. You are right. My heart is heavy for a thing I cannot do--for the
shattered dreams of the men of Hukwang.” He beat his palms together
noiselessly, and moved to and fro on soft sandals. “Those dreams were
of a young China that was to take the place of the old--but that died
unborn.”
She followed his words with growing interest. “I have heard of those
dreams,” she answered; “they were called ‘reform.’”
“Yes. And now all the dreamers are gone. They had voyaged to glean at
Harvard, Yale, Cornell, and in the halls of Oxford. There were ‘five
loyal and six learned,’ and they shed their blood at the Chen Chih
Gate. One there was who died the death that is meted a slave at the
court of the Son of Heaven. And one there was”--his face shrank up, as
if swiftly aging; his eyes became dark, upturning slits; as one who
fears pursuit he cast a look behind him--“and one there was who escaped
beyond the blood-bathed walls of the Hidden City and gained the Sumatra
Coast. Then, leaving Perak, in the Straits Settlements, he finally set
foot upon a shore where men, without terror, may reach toward higher
things.”
“And was he followed?” she whispered, comprehending.
“He fled quietly, quietly. For long are the claws of the she-panther
that is crouched on the throne of the Mings.”
Both fell silent. The Chinese went back to the stove, where the
fire was dying. The white woman, wide awake, and lost in the myriad
of scenes his tale had conjured, sat by the table, for once almost
forgetful of her charge.
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