"No; but, Max--to build our life-happiness on--on the ruin of hers;
that--that--is what troubles me."
"But my dear girl!" he said. He took her two hands clasped into his. "I
can't reason with you, Olga," he said. "You are quite unreasonable, and
you know it. If you were any other woman, I should say that you felt in
the mood for a good cry and so were raking up any old grievance for a
pretext. As you are you, I won't say that. But I absolutely prohibit
crying in my presence. If you want to indulge in tears, you must wait
till I am out of the way."
She smiled at him faintly. "Max, I--I loved her-so; and I wasn't even
with her--when she died."
Max was silent, suddenly and conspicuously silent, so that she knew on
the instant that he had no sympathy to bestow on this point.
Yet an inner longing that was passionate urged her to brave his silence.
Pleadingly she raised her face to his.
"Max, you were there, I know. Tell me--tell me about it!"
But he looked straight back at her with eyes that told her nothing, and
she saw that his face was hard. For a little she tried to withstand him,
mutely beseeching him; but at length her eyes fell before his.
And then Max spoke, briefly yet not unkindly. "My dear Olga, believe
me, in nine cases out of ten it is better to forget those things that
are behind; and this is one of the nine. I can't tell you anything on
that subject, so we had better regard it as closed."
It was a bitter disappointment to her; but she saw that there was no
appealing against his decision. She made as though she would turn away.
But he stopped her with quiet mastery. "No, I won't have that," he said.
"I am not so cold-blooded as you think. I haven't hurt you--really,
Olga!"
A note of tenderness sounded in his voice. She yielded to him, albeit
under protest.
"But you have!" she said.
He held her in his arms again. He kissed her drooping lips. "Well, if I
have," he said, "it's the faithful wound of a friend. Can't you forgive
it?"
That Max should ever ask forgiveness was amazing. Her bitterness went
out like the flare of a match. She laid her head against his neck.
"Max--dear, I didn't mean to be horrid!"
"You couldn't be if you tried," he said.
She clung faster to him. "How can you say so? I've hardly ever been
anything else to you."
"When are you going to reform?" said Max, with his lips against her
forehead.
"Now," said Olga into his neck.
"Really?" Max's voice came down to her very softly. "Then--won't you say
Yes to the Midsummer Day project?"
She was silent for a little, as if considering the matter or summoning
her resolution. Then with sudden impulse she lifted her face fully to
his.
"Yes, Max," she said.
CHAPTER XII
A LETTER FROM AN OLD ACQUAINTANCE
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