Domestic fiction; Ireland -- Fiction; Land tenure -- Fiction; Landlord and tenant -- Fiction; Landowners -- Fiction
“Thank you, Selina. You’re very kind, but I won’t mind it to-day.”
“How very foolish of you, Fanny; you know you want it, and then you’ll
be annoyed about it. You’d better let me order it with the other
things.”
“Very well, dear: order it then for me.”
“How much will you want? you must send the pattern too, you know.”
“Indeed, Selina, I don’t care about having it at all; I can do very
well without it, so don’t mind troubling yourself.”
“How very ridiculous, Fanny! You know you want black crape—and you must
get it from Ellis’s.” Lady Selina paused for a reply, and then added,
in a voice of sorrowful rebuke, “It’s to save yourself the trouble of
sending Jane for the pattern.”
“Well, Selina, perhaps it is. Don’t bother me about it now, there’s a
dear. I’ll be more myself by-and-by; but indeed, indeed, I’m neither
well nor happy now.”
“Not well, Fanny! What ails you?”
“Oh, nothing ails me; that is, nothing in the doctor’s way. I didn’t
mean I was ill.”
“You said you weren’t well; and people usually mean by that, that they
are ill.”
“But I didn’t mean it,” said Fanny, becoming almost irritated, “I only
meant—” and she paused and did not finish her sentence.
Lady Selina wiped her pen, in her scarlet embroidered pen-wiper, closed
the lid of her patent inkstand, folded a piece of blotting-paper over
the note she was writing, pushed back the ruddy ringlets from her
contemplative forehead, gave a slight sigh, and turned herself towards
her cousin, with the purpose of commencing a vigorous lecture and
cross-examination, by which she hoped to exorcise the spirit of
lamentation from Fanny’s breast, and restore her to a healthful
activity in the performance of this world’s duties. Fanny felt what was
coming; she could not fly; so she closed her book and her eyes, and
prepared herself for endurance.
“Fanny,” said Lady Selina, in a voice which was intended to be both
severe and sorrowful, “you are giving way to very foolish feelings in a
very foolish way; you are preparing great unhappiness for yourself, and
allowing your mind to waste itself in uncontrolled sorrow in a
manner—in a manner which cannot but be ruinously injurious. My dear
Fanny, why don’t you do something?—why don’t you occupy yourself?
You’ve given up your work; you’ve given up your music; you’ve given up
everything in the shape of reading; how long, Fanny, will you go on in
this sad manner?” Lady Selina paused, but, as Fanny did not immediately
reply, she continued her speech—“I’ve begged you to go on with your
reading, because nothing but mental employment will restore your mind
to its proper tone. I’m sure I’ve brought you the second volume of
Gibbon twenty times, but I don’t believe you’ve read a chapter this
month back. How long will you allow yourself to go on in this sad
manner?”
“Not long, Selina. As you say, I’m sad enough.”
“But is it becoming in you, Fanny, to grieve in this way for a man whom
you yourself rejected because he was unworthy of you?”
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