Domestic fiction; Ireland -- Fiction; Land tenure -- Fiction; Landlord and tenant -- Fiction; Landowners -- Fiction
Lord Kilcullen walked on silent for a considerable time, during which
Fanny went on talking about London, Almack’s, and the miserable life of
lady patronesses, till at last she also became silent, and began
thinking of Lord Ballindine. She had, some little time since, fully
made up her mind to open her heart to Lord Kilcullen about him, and she
had as fully determined not to do so after what Selina had said upon
the subject; but now she again wavered. His manner was so kind and
affectionate, his interest in her future happiness appeared to be so
true and unaffected: at any rate he would not speak harshly or cruelly
to her, if she convinced him how completely her happiness depended on
her being reconciled to Lord Ballindine. She had all but brought
herself to the point; she had almost determined to tell him everything,
when he stopped rather abruptly, and said,
“I also am leaving Grey Abbey again, Fanny.”
“Leaving Grey Abbey?” said Fanny. “You told me the other day you were
going to live here.”
“So I intended; so I do intend; but still I must leave it for a while.
I’m going about business, and I don’t know how long I may be away. I go
on Saturday.”
“I hope, Adolphus, you haven’t quarrelled with your father,” said she.
“Oh, no,” said he: “it is on his advice that I am going. I believe
there is no fear of our quarrelling now. I should rather say I trust
there is none. He not only approves of my going, but approves of what I
am about to do before I go.”
“And what is that?”
“I had not intended, Fanny, to say what I have to say to you for some
time, for I feel that different circumstances make it premature. But I
cannot bring myself to leave you without doing so;” and again he paused
and walked on a little way in silence—“and yet,” he continued, “I
hardly know how to utter what I wish to say; or rather what I would
wish to have said, were it not that I dread so much the answer you may
make me. Stop, Fanny, stop a moment; the seat is quite dry; sit down
one moment.”
Fanny sat down in a little alcove which they had reached, considerably
embarrassed and surprised. She had not, however, the most remote idea
of what he was about to say to her. Had any other man in the world,
almost, spoken to her in the same language, she would have expected an
offer; but from the way in which she had always regarded her cousin,
both heretofore, when she hardly knew him, and now, when she was on
such affectionate terms with him, she would as soon have thought of
receiving an offer from Lord Cashel as from his son.
“Fanny,” he said, “I told you before that I have my father’s warmest
and most entire approval for what I am now going to do. Should I be
successful in what I ask, he will be delighted; but I have no words to
tell you what my own feelings will be. Fanny, dearest Fanny,” and he
sat down close beside her—“I love you better—ah! how much better, than
all the world holds beside. Dearest, dearest Fanny, will you, can you,
return my love?”
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