St. John had been a petty sort, and had not withstood the whisperings
of dishonest motives. Paradoxically his admiration for Frederick
Marston was, seemingly at least, wholly sincere.
In this hero-worship for the painter, who had failed as a husband to
make his daughter happy, there was no disloyalty for the daughter. He
knew that Marston had given all but the love he had not been able to
give and that he had simulated this until her own insight pierced the
deception, refusing compassion where she demanded love.
The men who rendered unto Marston their enthusiastic admiration were
men of a cult, and tinged with a sort of cult fanaticism. St. John, as
father-in-law, agent and correspondent, was enabled to pose along the
Boulevard St. Michel as something of a high priest, and in this small
vanity he gloried. So, when the questioners of the cafes bombarded him
with inquiries as to when Marston would tire of his pose of hermit and
return to Paris, the British father-in-law would throw out his shallow
chest, and allow an enigmatical smile to play in his pale eyes, and a
faint uplift to come to the corners of his thin lips, but he never
told.
"I have a letter here," he would say, tapping the pocket of his coat.
"The master is well, and says that he feels his art to be broadening."
Between the man and his daughter, the subject of the painter was never
mentioned. After her return from England, where she had spent the
first year after Marston dropped out of her life, she had exacted from
her father a promise that his name should not be spoken between them,
and the one law St. John never transgressed was that of devotion to
her.
Her life was spent in the lodgings, to which St. John clung because
they were in the building where Marston had painted. She never
suggested a removal to more commodious quarters. Possibly, into her
pallid life had crept a sentimental fondness for the place for the
same reason. Her weakness was growing into feebleness. Less, each day,
she felt like going down the steep flights of stairs for a walk in the
Boulevard of St. Michael, and climbing them again on her return. More
heavily each day, she leaned on his supporting arm. All these things
St. John noted, and day by day the traces of sandy red in his mustache
and beard faded more and more into gray, and the furrow between his
pale blue eyes deepened more perceptibly.
St. John had gone one afternoon to a neighboring _atelier_, and the
girl, wandering into his room, saw a portrait standing on the easel
which St. John had formerly used for his own canvases. Most of the
pictures that came here were Marston's. This one, like the rest, was
unsigned. She sank into the deeply cushioned chair that St. John kept
for her in his own apartment, and gazed fixedly at the portrait.
It was a picture of a woman, and the woman in the chair smiled at the
woman on the canvas.
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