Old days would not let her be, sweet memories thronged about her: the
lawns of Elfland had her love, lawns upon which she had played by the
old miraculous flowers before any histories were written here; she loved
the sweet soft creatures of myth that moved like magical shadows out of
the guardian wood and over enchanted grasses; she loved every fable and
song and spell that had made her elfin home; and yet the bells of Earth,
that could not pass the frontier of silence and twilight, beat note by
note in her brain, and her heart felt the growth of the little earthly
flowers as they bloomed or faded or slept in seasons that came not to
Elfland. And in those seasons, wasting away as every one went by, she
knew that Alveric wandered, knew that Orion lived and grew and changed,
and that both, if Earth's legend were true, would soon be lost to her
forever and ever, when the gates of Heaven would shut on both with a
golden thud. For between Elfland and Heaven is no path, no flight, no
way; and neither sends ambassador to the other. She yearned to the bells
of Earth and the English cowslips, but would not forsake again her
mighty father nor the world that his mind had made. And Alveric came
not, nor her boy Orion; only the sound of Alveric's horn came once, and
often strange longings seemed to float in air, beating vainly back and
forth between Orion and her. And the gleaming pillars that held the dome
of the roof, or above which it floated, quivered a little with her
grief; and shadows of her sorrow flickered and faded in the crystal deep
of the walls, for a moment dimming many a colour that is unknown in our
fields, but making them no less lovely. What could she do who would not
cast away magic and leave the home that an ageless day had endeared to
her while centuries were withering like leaves upon earthly shores,
whose heart was yet held by those little tendrils of Earth, which are
strong enough, strong enough?
And some, translating her bitter need into pitiless earthly words, may
say that she wished to be in two places at once. And that was true, and
the impossible wish lies on the verge of laughter, and for her was only
and wholly a matter for tears. Impossible? Was it impossible? We have to
do with magic.
She besought a rune of her father, kneeling upon the magic floor in the
midmost centre of Elfland; and around her arose the pillars, of which
only song may say, whose misty bulk was disturbed and troubled by
Lirazel's sorrow. She besought a rune that, wherever they roamed through
whatever fields of Earth, should restore to her Alveric and Orion,
bringing them over the border and into the elfin lands to live in that
timeless age that is one long day in Elfland. And with them she prayed
might come, (for the mighty runes of her father had such power even as
this) some garden of Earth, or bank where violets lay, or hollow where
cowslips waved, to shine in Elfland for ever.
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