Now Niv cared nothing for the moon, but he had great cunning, and he
knew that Zend would aid his new plan against Erl if only for the sake
of the moon. And Zend cheered till the echoes came back from a lonely
hill, and Niv smiled to them like a leader confident of his hosts. And
Alveric rose against them then, and struggled with Niv and Zend for the
last time, and learned that age or wandering or loss of hope had left
him unable to strive against the maniacal strength of these two. And
after that he went with them more meekly, with resignation, caring no
longer what befell him, living only in memory and only for days that had
been; and in November evenings in this dim camp in the chill he saw,
looking only backwards through the years, Spring mornings shine again on
the towers of Erl. In the light of these mornings he saw Orion again,
playing again with old toys that the witch had made with a spell; he saw
Lirazel move once more through the gracious gardens. Yet no light that
memory is able to kindle was strong enough to illumine much that camp in
those sombre evenings, when the damp rose up from the ground and the
chill swooped out of the air, and Niv and Zend as darkness came stealing
nearer began to chatter in low eager voices schemes inspired by such
whims as throve at dusk in the waste. Only when the sad day drifted
wholly thence and Alveric slept by flapping tatters that streamed from
the tent in the night, then only was memory, unhindered by the busy
changes of day, able to bring back Erl to him, bright, happy and vernal;
so that while his body lay still, in far fields, in the dark and the
Winter, all that was most active and live in him was back over the wolds
in Erl, back over the years in Spring with Lirazel and Orion.
How far he was bodily, in sheer miles from his home, for which his happy
thoughts each night forsook his weary frame, Alveric knew not. It was
many years since their tent had stood one evening a grey shape in that
landscape in which it now waved its tatters. But Niv knew that of late
they had come nearer to Erl, for his dreams of it came to him now soon
after he fell asleep, and they used to come to him further on in the
night, on the other side of midnight and even towards morning: and from
this he argued that they used to have further to come, and were now but
a little way off. When he told this secretly one evening to Zend, Zend
listened gravely but gave no opinion, merely saying "The moon knows."
Nevertheless he followed Niv, who led this curious caravan always in
that direction from which his dreams of the valley of Erl came soonest.
And this queer leadership brought them nearer to Erl, as often happens
where men follow leaders that are crazy or blind or deceived; they reach
some port or other though they stray down the years with little
foresight enough: were it otherwise what would become of us?
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