If darkness had lain forever upon those angular rocks it were better,
Alveric thought, as he saw their shapeless companies sullenly glowing;
darkness were better now that Elfland was gone. And though the misery of
that disenchanted place entered his spirit with the chill of the dawn,
yet his fiery hope still shone, and gave him little time to eat by the
cold black circle of his lonely fire before it hurried him onward
easterly over the rocks. And all that morning he travelled on without
the comradeship of a blade of grass. The golden birds that he had seen
before had long since fled back to Elfland, and the birds of our fields
and all living things we know shunned all that empty waste. Alveric
travelled as much alone as a man who goes back in memory to revisit
remembered scenes, and instead of remembered scenes he was in a place
from which every glamour had gone. He travelled somewhat lighter than on
the day before, but he went more wearily, for he felt more heavily now
the fatigue of the previous day. He rested long at mid-day and then went
on. The myriad rocks stretched on and slightly jagged the horizon, and
all day there came no glimpse of the pale-blue mountains. That evening
from his dwindling provision of wood Alveric made another fire; its
little flame going up alone in that waste seemed somehow to reveal the
monstrous loneliness. He sat by his fire and thought of Lirazel and
would not give up hope, though a glance at those rocks might have warned
him not to hope, for something in their chaotic look partook of the
plain that bred them, and they hinted it to be infinite.
CHAPTER XIII
_The Reticence of the Leather-Worker_
It was many days before Alveric learned from the monotony of the rocks
that one day's journey was the same as another, and that by no number of
journeys would he bring any change to his rugged horizons, which were
all drearily like the ones they replaced and never brought a view of the
pale-blue mountains. He had gone, while his fortnight's provisions grew
lighter and lighter, for ten days over the rocks: it was now evening and
Alveric understood at last that if he travelled further and failed soon
to see the peaks of the Elfin Mountains he would starve. So he ate his
supper sparingly in the darkness, his bundle of firewood having long
since been used, and abandoned the hope that had led him. And as soon as
there was any light at all to show him where the East was he ate a
little of what he had saved from his supper, and started his long tramp
back to the fields of men, over rocks that seemed all the harsher
because his back was to Elfland. All that day he ate and drank little,
and by nightfall he still had left full provisions for four more days.
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