The King's Own Borderers: A Military Romance, Volume 1 (of 3)Grant, James
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The King's Own Borderers: A Military Romance, Volume 1 (of 3)
Grant, James
Soldiers -- Fiction
She had somewhat changed since that stormy night on which we first
introduced her to the reader, and had altered, as people do with
increasing years, so as to be at times--shall we say it?--almost
selfish in much that related to her own immediate hearth and
household, and more especially in all that concerned the still more
selfish Cosmo, on whom she doted, and in whom she could see no
imperfection. Yet she could not but reproach herself bitterly when
thinking of Quentin Kennedy, and the harsh, cutting words he had
overheard.
Then as his smiling, loving, and handsome face came vividly in memory
before her, she would ask of herself, "Is it thus, Winifred
Rohallion, you have treated the strange orphan, the helpless child
once, the mere lad now, who was cast by fate, misfortune, and the
waves of that bleak November sea, years ago, at your door and at your
mercy? Was it generous to cast forth upon the cold world the
friendless, poor, and penniless youth, who loves you--ay, even as
your own son never loved you? And what answer is to be given if, at
some future day, his mother, who may be living yet, should come
hither and demand him of you--you who stung and galled his proud
spirit by taunts, upbraiding and unmerited reproach?" And so she
would whisper and think what she dared not say aloud; though "perhaps
the lowest of our whispers may reach eternity, for it is not very far
from any of us, after all."
By the past memories of her early life--by those of _one_ whose face
came at times unbidden before her, and by the pleasant days of
_their_ youth in pastoral Nithsdale--by those evenings when the
sunset glowed so redly on the green summits of Monswald and Criffel,
while the Nith brawled joyously over its pebbled bed, and the white
hawthorn cast its fragrance and its blossoms on the soft west
wind--by all these, it might be asked, had she no compassion for the
young love she was seeking to mar and crush?
She had alike compunction and compassion; but in this instance she
deemed it the mere love of a boy for a girl, and not quite such as
Rohallion's brother, Ranulph Crawford, had for her some
seven-and-thirty years before.
Seven-and-thirty! a long vista they were to look back through now;
but the events of her youth seemed clearer at times than those of her
middle age, and as we grow older they always are so in dreams.
Quentin would soon forget the affair, she was assured, and
self-interest and love for her own son blinded her to the rest--to
all but a sorrow for the lost youth, and a craving to know his fate,
where he was now, and with whom.
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