Adventure stories; France -- History -- Louis XI, 1461-1483 -- Fiction; Paris (France) -- Fiction
If it failed to shame them, being coarse-grained peasants, it moved
Mademoiselle to an unendurable despair. With a last indignant word,
some acid, biting phrase of scorn, she knelt to renew her folly of
descent. But to do Hugues and the other justice, if they were careful
of themselves they were careful also of her, for even before I could
reach her they held her back.
"Leave me go, you cowards, leave me go!" she cried, struggling, her
face wet with unconscious tears of rage and shame. "My God! is there
not one man amongst you!"
"It is for Navarre," said I, giving my bitter mood rein, now she was
safe. "It is for Foix and Navarre; let me beg you both to fall down
fifty feet for the glory of Foix and Navarre. The thought will comfort
you--till you hit the stones at the bottom."
It was not a very manly gibe, but in the best of us, and I do not claim
to be that, there is a beast who only needs rousing, and at that moment
the man in me was not uppermost. From the hilltop I had sunk to the
valley. My new found and newer trampled love was too raw in its wounds
to be just. Had not Mademoiselle, in her very last words, called me a
coward with the rest? And yet it was she whose scorn and contumely
forbade me to climb.
"Oh, that I were a man!" she said, swallowing her sobs till they choked
her; "then would I sooner lie dead with the child."
While she was speaking, Brother Paulus had risen and stripped himself
of his clinging frock. Now, flinging it aside, he turned to me.
"So would I; she is right, Monsieur Hellewyl; the shame of it is not to
be borne."
"A man," said I, answering Mademoiselle, but laying the flat of my hand
on the priest's breast, that he might do nothing useless. The spirit
within him was strong to dare, but the flesh was weak. Had there been
ten Father Pauls, they must have followed one another to the bottom of
the cliff. "A man--that is, a true man--one trusts. Do you trust me,
Mademoiselle?"
"Oh, you are cruel!" she cried, but the sobs were softer. "Would you
let the child die because of a girl's----?" she paused, searching for
an adjective, but finding none that fitted her thought went on--"Must I
ask your pardon, Monsieur? Must I humble myself to you? I'll do it,
I'll do it gladly."
"I would have you say: I trust you. Come what may, I trust you, now
and always."
As a child repeats its lesson she answered me, her face all drawn by
pain, the tears still shining in her eyes. "I trust you, Monsieur, now
and always, come what may."
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