The Knickerbocker, Vol. 10, No. 3, September 1837Various
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The Knickerbocker, Vol. 10, No. 3, September 1837
Various
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"IT was thirteen years since my mother's death, when, after a
long absence from my native village, I stood beside the sacred
mound, beneath which I had seen her buried. Since that mournful
period, great changes had come over me. My childish years had
passed away; and with them had passed my youthful character.
The world was altered too; and as I stood at my mother's grave,
I could hardly realize that I was the same thoughtless, happy
creature, whose cheek she so often kissed in her excess of
tenderness. But the varied events of thirteen years had not
effaced the remembrance of that mother's smile. It seemed as
if I had seen her yesterday--as if the blessed sound of her
voice was then in my ear. The gay dreams of my infancy and
childhood were brought back so distinctly to my mind, that had
it not been for one bitter recollection, the tears I shed would
have been gentle and refreshing. The circumstance may seem a
trifling one; but the thought of it, even now, agonizes my
heart--and I relate it, that those children who have parents to
love them, may learn to value them as they ought.
"My mother had been ill a long time; and I had become so much
accustomed to her pale face, and weak voice, that I was not
frightened at them, as children usually are. At first, it is
true, I had sobbed violently--for they told me she would die;
but when, day after day, I returned from school, and found her
the same, I began to believe she would always be spared to me.
"One day, when I had lost my place in the class, and done my
work wrong-side-outward, I came home discouraged and fretful.
I went into my mother's chamber. She was paler than usual--but
she met me with the same affectionate smile that always
welcomed my return. Alas! when I look back, through the lapse
of thirteen years, I think my heart must have been stone, not
to have been melted by it.
"She requested me to go down stairs, and bring her a glass of
water. I pettishly asked why she did not call the domestic
to do it. With a look of mild reproach, which I shall never
forget, if I live to be a hundred years old, she said, 'And
will not my daughter bring a glass of water for her poor sick
mother?'
"I went and brought her the water; but I did not do it kindly.
Instead of smiling, and kissing her, as I was wont to do, I sat
the glass down very quick, and left the room.
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