The Knickerbocker, Vol. 22, No. 3, September 1843Various
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The Knickerbocker, Vol. 22, No. 3, September 1843
Various
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The lids he so seldom could close,
By sorrow forbidden to sleep,
Sealed up in eternal repose,
Have strangely forgotten to weep,
The fountains can yield no supplies,
The hollows from water are free,
The tears are all wiped from these eyes,
And evil they never shall see.
* * * * *
THERE lives a man in this metropolis of Gotham, who is esteemed by
his fellow-citizens, among whom he has honestly acquired an ample
fortune, for the strict integrity which characterizes his dealings
in trade, and his unexceptionable private life. On one occasion he
was asked at his barber's, on which side of two political parties
he was going to vote, at an election to be holden that day. He
replied, with something of a flush on his countenance, that he
believed he should avoid voting on either side; such had hitherto
been his practice. 'Yes, I guess it _has_!' whispered a man in the
chair, as he arrested the barber's hand, and wiped the soap-foam
from his lips; 'fact is, he _can't_ vote. He was three years in the
state-prison!' Now this _was_ the fact. He had been three years
immured in the penitentiary of a neighboring State, for a crime
committed in the heat of passion, and he has to many friends given
an account of the mental agony which he endured on first entering
the institution. It was not so much the physical suffering; the
tedious, sleepless nights in his narrow cell; the sorrowful silence
in which he plied his incessant and thankless labor; his coarse and
scanty food; not so much these, as the companionship of the hardened
wretches around him, whose crimes he could only imagine from the
character of their faces, as he caught glimpses of their features in
the turning of a gang in marching, or in the chapel on the Sabbath.
The _degradation of spirit_ it was that almost broke his heart. 'It
mattered little,' he thought, 'how much he might be abused, what
insolence of office he might suffer, or how deeply the iron in the
dungeon might enter into his soul. Who would care for the unhappy
convict? If he should repent and become a reformed man, no one would
believe him, no one would employ him; and he would be compelled to
give proof of his moral improvement by suffering starvation unto
death.' For the first two or three weeks, he was almost _mad_ with
the intensity of his mental suffering; and he remained in this state
until one Sabbath morning, when the keeper, who was a Churchman
by persuasion, permitted the Episcopal service to be read to the
prisoners, at the request of a young relation, who was a student
at a neighboring theological seminary. 'Never,' has our informant
often heard the ci-devant state-prisoner say, 'never shall I forget
the effect of one of those blessed prayers upon my mind. It taught
me that I was not utterly forgotten and cast away, in my desolate
abode.' The prayer runs as follows: 'O GOD, who sparest when we
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