“It must needs be a sorry source of reparation, sir,” rejoined Lady
Eleanor, with a calm, steady tone, “when even those so eminently
successful can see nothing but affliction in their triumphs.”
“Don't call them triumphs, my Lady; that's not the name to give them. I
never thought them such.”
“I 'm glad to hear it, sir,--glad to know that you have laid up such
store of pleasant memories for seasons like the present.”
“There was that proceeding, for instance, in December last. Now would
you believe it, my Lady, Bob and I never knew a syllable about it till
it was all over. You don't know what I 'm speaking of; I mean the writ
against the Knight.”
“Really, Dr. Hickman, I must interrupt you; however gratifying to me
to hear that you stand exculpated for any ungenerous conduct towards my
husband, the pleasure of knowing it is more than counterbalanced by the
great pain the topic inflicts upon me.”
“But I want to clear myself, my Lady; I want you to think of us a little
more favorably than late events may have disposed you.”
“There are few so humble, sir, as not to have opinions of more
consequence than mine.”
“Ay, but it's yours I want,--yours, that I 'd rather have than the
king's on his throne. 'T is in that hope I 've come many a weary mile
far away from my home, maybe never to see it again! and all that I may
have your forgiveness, my Lady, and not only your forgiveness, but your
approbation.”
“If you set store by any sentiments of mine, sir, I warn you not to ask
more than I have iu my power to bestow. I can forgive, I have forgiven,
much; but ask me not to concur in acts which have robbed me of the
companionship of my husband and my son.”
“Wait a bit; don't be too hard, my Lady; I 'm on the verge of the grave,
a little more, and the dark sleep that never breaks will be on me,
and if in this troubled hour I take a wrong word, or say a thing too
strong,--forgive me for it. My thoughts are often before me, on the long
journey I'm so soon to go.”
“It were far better, Dr. Hickman, that we should speak of something less
likely to be painful to us both, and if that cannot be, that you should
rest satisfied with knowing that however many are the sources of sorrow
an humble fortune has opened to us, the disposition to bear malice is
not among their number.”
“You forgive me, then, my Lady,--you forgive me all?”
“If your own conscience can only do so as freely as I do, believe me,
sir, your heart will be tranquil.”
The old man pressed his hands to his face, and appeared overcome by
emotion. A dead silence ensued, which at length was broken by old
Hickman muttering broken words to himself, at first indistinctly, and
then more clearly.
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