“The world would say, Eleanor, that her refusal was perfectly right;
and if the world's judgments were purer, they might be a source of
consolation against the year-long bitterness of a sinking heart. Well,
well!” said he, with a sigh, “I would hope that her heart is free: go
to her, Eleanor,--learn the truth, and if there be the least germ of
affection there, I will speak to Wallincourt to-morrow, and tell him to
leave us. These half-kindled embers are the slow poison of many a noble
nature, and need but daily intercourse to make them deadly.”
While Lady Eleanor retired to communicate with her daughter, the Knight
paced the little chamber in moody reverie. As he passed and repassed
before the window, he suddenly perceived the shadow of a man's figure
as he stood beside a rock near the beach. Such an apparition was strange
enough to excite curiosity in a quiet, remote spot, where the few
inhabitants retired to rest at sunset. Darcy therefore opened the
window, and moved towards him; but ere he had gone many paces, he was
addressed by Forester's voice,--“I was about to pay you a visit, Knight,
and only waited till I saw you alone.”
“Let us stroll along the sands, then,” said Darcy; “the night is
delicious.” And so saying, he drew his arm within Forester's, and walked
along at his side.
“I have been thinking,” said Forester, in a low, sad accent,--“I have
been thinking over the advice you lately gave me; and although I own
at the time it scarcely chimed in with my own notions, now the more
I reflect upon it the more plausible does it seem. I have lived long
enough out of fashionable life to make the return to it anything but a
pleasure; for politics I have neither talent nor temper; and soldiering,
if it does not satisfy every condition of my ambition, offers more to my
capacity and my hopes than any other career.”
“I would that you were more enthusiastic in the cause,” said Darcy, who
was struck by the deep depression of his manner; “I would that I saw you
embrace the career more from a profound seuse of duty and devotion, than
as a 'pis aller.'”
“Such it is,” sighed Forester; and his arm trembled within Darcy's as
he spoke. “I own it frankly, save in actual conflict itself, I have no
military ardor in my nature. I accept the road in life, because one must
take some path.”
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