“Unhappy man!” cried Reine, carried away in spite of herself by her
secret preference. “Do not speak thus. Notwithstanding all the evil
you have done me and mine, I shall despise our fatal meeting less, if
you owe to it the only feelings which some day may result in the saving
of your soul.”
Reine des Anbiez uttered these words with such earnestness, and with
such an accent of interest, that Erebus clasped his hands, looking at
her with gratitude and astonishment.
“Save my soul! I do not understand your words. Pog-Reis has always
taught me there was no soul, but at last I see that you have a little
pity for me. Those are the only kind words I have ever heard during my
existence. Severity and cruelty repel me. Goodness would surely conquer
me, would render me better, but, alas! who cares whether I am better or
not? No one! I see only hatred, contempt, or indifference around me.”
He put his hand over his eyes, and remained silent.
Reine could not repress an emotion of pity for the unfortunate youth,
nor a feeling of horror at the thought of his cruel education.
Moved with compassion, she could but hope that his natural instincts
toward good had prevented his utter corruption. Since she had been in
the power of the pirates, the conduct of Erebus had never transgressed
the limits of the most profound respect. If he had abducted her from
her father’s castle, with a most criminal audacity, he had, at least,
shown in his bearing toward her a delicacy and forbearance which seemed
almost like timidity.
This decided contrast proved to her the struggle of a noble, generous
nature against a perverse education, and her imagination fondly pictured
what he might have been, but for the cruel fate which imposed such a
life upon him.
But these sentiments soon gave way to the anxious fears which agitated
her mind concerning her father, and she cried with tears, “Oh, my
father, my father! when shall I see him again? Oh, how dreadful!”
Erebus, thinking that she addressed him, replied, sadly, “Do you
think I would not attempt everything in the world to take you from this
vessel? But what can be done? Ah, without you, without the vague hope
that I have been useful to you--” Erebus could not finish, but his
countenance was so sad that Reine, frightened, cried, “What do you
mean?”
“I mean that when one cannot endure life the best thing is to get
rid of it; when you are rescued and in safety, Erebus will give a last
thought to you, and then kill himself.”
“Another crime! he will end a life already so guilty by another
misdeed!” cried Reine. “But you do not know that your life belongs
to God only!”
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