A few who had served her in the sunny land of France adhered to her
with unshaken resolution, despising all inconveniences, setting at
naught all dangers, save that separation from a mistress, whom, to have
attended once, was to love for ever. Among those few was De Chastelar.
The alteration in her condition had undoubtedly suggested to the
widowed queen the necessity of an alteration in her conduct toward De
Chastelar, particularly when it was added, that familiarity between a
creature so young and lovely as herself and a gentleman so noble, even
in his melancholy, as the chamberlain, would have at once excited the
indignation of her stern and rigid subjects. In these circumstances it
would perhaps have been a wiser, though not a more considerate plan,
to have confided the cause of her embarrassment to the causer of it,
and to have requested his absence from her court. It was not, however,
in Mary’s nature to give pain, if she could possibly avoid it, to the
meanest animal, much less to a friend valued and esteemed, as he who
was the innocent cause of her anxiety. She adopted, therefore, what,
being always the most easy, is ever the most dangerous, an intermediate
course. In public De Chastelar received no marks of approbation from
the queen, much less of regard from the woman; but in her hours of
retirement, when surrounded by the ladies of her court, the most of
whom had followed her footsteps northward from gay Paris, she delighted
to efface from his mind the recollections of neglect before the eyes
of the censorious Scots, by a delicacy of attention, and a warmth of
friendship, which, while it fully answered her end of soothing his
wounded feelings, led him to cherish ideas most fatal in the end to
his own happiness, and to that of the fair being whom he so adored. It
was with a heightened color and throbbing breast that Mary turned to
address her unconfessed lover, yet there was no flutter in the clear,
soft voice with which she spoke.
“We would thank,” she said, “the sieur de Chastelar for the delightful
sounds by which he has rendered our walk on this sweet evening even
more agreeable than the mild air and cloudless heaven could have done
without his minstrelsey. Yet ’twas a mournful strain, De Chastelar,”
she continued, “and one which, if we err not, flows from a wounded
heart. Would that we knew the object of so true a servant’s worship,
that we might whisper our royal pleasure in her ear, that she should
list the suit of one whom we regard so highly. Is she in truth so
obdurate, this fair of thine, De Chastelar? she must be hard of heart
to slight so gallant a cavalier.”
“Not so, your grace,” replied the astonished lover, in a voice scarcely
less sonorous than the music he had made so lately. “She to whom all my
vows are paid, she who has ever owned the passionate aspirations of a
devoted heart, is as pre-eminently raised in all the sweet and amiable
sentiments of the mind as is unrivalled beauty above all mortal beings.”
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