The weak and vicious Darnley yet lingered on his bed of sickness, but
with the vigor of health many of the darker shades of his character had
passed away; and Mary had again watched beside the bed of him whose
foul suspicions and unmanly violence--no less than his scandalous
neglect of her unrivalled charms, his low and infamous amours, his
studied hatred of all whom she delighted to honor--had almost alienated
the affections of that warm heart which once had beat so tenderly,
so devotedly, and, had he but deserved its constancy, so constantly
for him. Oh, how exquisite a thing is woman’s love! how beautiful, how
strange a mystery, is woman’s heart! ’Twas but a little month ago that
she had almost hated. Neglect had chilled the stream of her affections:
that he whom she had made a king, whom she had loved with such total
devotion of heart and mind--that he should repay her benefits with
outrage, her affections with cold, chilling, insolent disdain--these
were the thoughts that had worked her brain to the very verge of
madness and of crime.
The “glorious, rash, and hazardous”[F] young earl of Orkney had
ever in these hours of bitter anguish been summoned, she knew not
how, to her imagination: the warm yet delicate attentions, the
reverential deference to her slightest wish, the dignified and
chaste demeanor, through which gleamed ever and anon some flash of
chivalrous affection--some token that in the recesses of his heart he
worshipped the woman as fervently as he served the sovereign truly; the
overmastering passion always apparent, but so apparent that it seemed
involuntarily present; the eye dwelling for ever on her features, yet
sinking modestly to earth, as shamed by his own boldness, if haply
it met hers; the hand that trembled as it performed its office; the
voice that faltered as it answered to the voice he seemed to love so
dearly--all these, all these, had they been multiplied a hundred-fold,
and aided by the deepest magic, had effected nothing to wean her
heart from Darnley, had not his own infatuated cruelty furnished the
strongest argument in favor of the young and noble Bothwell. As it was,
harassed by the deepest wrongs from him who was most bound to cherish
and support her, and assailed by the allurements of one who coupled to
a beauty equal to that of angels a depth of purpose and dissimulation
worthy of the fiend, Mary had tottered on the precipice’s verge!
Darnley fell sick, and she was saved! Him whom she had almost learned
to hate while he had rioted in all the insolence of manly strength and
beauty, she now adored when he was stretched languid and helpless on
the bed of anguish. She had rushed to his envenomed chamber, she had
braved the perils of his contagious malady; her hand had soothed his
burning brow, her lip had tasted the potion which his feverish palate
had refused; day and night she had watched over him as a mother watches
over her sick infant, in mingled agonies of hope and terror; she had
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