been a region of perpetual sunshine and unclouded happiness.
From Mary’s earliest years there had been a deep spring of piety in
her heart which, never utterly dried up, though choked at times, and
turned from its true course by the thorny cares and troubles of life,
had burst from the briers which so long concealed it in redoubled
purity as it flowed nearer to the close. There was an innate tenderness
in all her sentiments toward all men and all things which could never
degenerate into hatred, much less into misanthropy. She looked then
upon life in its true light; as a mingled landscape, now obscured by
clouds, now called into glory by the sunshine; as a region, tangled
here with forests, and cumbered with barren rocks, there swelling into
hills of vintage, or subsiding into glens of verdure. And if to her
the landscape had been most viewed beneath the influence of a dark and
threatening sky--if to her life’s path had lain, for the most part,
through the wilderness and over the mountains--she knew that such was
the result of her own misfortune, perhaps of her own misconduct, not
of defect in the wonderful contrivance, or of improvidence in the
all-glorious contriver.
In proportion as she had learned to dwell on the insufficiency of
earthly good to satiate that deep thirst for happiness which is not the
least among the proofs of the soul’s immortality, she had come to look
upon the void of futurity as the unexplored region of bliss; upon death
as the portal through which we must pass from the desert of toil and
sorrow to the Eden of hope and happiness. That she was drawing rapidly
near to this portal she had for a long time been aware; and, during the
latter years of her captivity, she had longed to see the leaves of that
gate unfolded for her exit, with a sense of pining sickness, similar to
that of the imprisoned eagle. The mockery of her trial she had beheld
as the avenue through which she should arrive, and that right shortly,
at the desired end; and although she knew that the scaffold and the
axe, or the secret knife of the assassin, must need be the key to that
gate, she recked but little of the means, so that the way of escape was
left open to her.
She had pleaded, it is true, with brilliant eloquence and earnestness,
in behalf, not of life, but of her honor. She wished for death, and she
cared not for the vulgar ignominy of the scaffold; but she did care,
she did shrink from the ignominy of a condemnation--a condemnation not
by the suborned commissioners, not by the jealous rival, not by the
perjured and terror-stricken populace of the day, but by Time and by
Eternity. This was the condemnation from which she shrank; this was the
ignominy which she combated; this was the doom which, by the masterly
and dauntless efforts of her unassisted woman heart, she turned not
only from herself, but back upon her murderers.
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