Rescued from his fetters, he had lain in concealment on the rocky
shores of the Mediterranean, anxiously awaiting the vessel which was
to convey him to the land of his birth, and her whose society alone
could render his being supportable. The vessel arrived: but what was
the agony of his soul on learning that she whom he prized above light,
and life, and all save virtue, had fallen a sacrifice to the furious
disappointment of her indignant countrymen! Maddened with grief, and
careless of an existence which had now become a burden rather than
a treasure, he would have returned to avenge the wrongs of his lost
Leila, and perish on her grave, had not her emissaries--conscious
that in such a case the fate which had befallen the mistress must
undoubtedly be theirs likewise--compelled him to secure their common
safety by flight.
After weary wanderings, he had returned a heart-stricken wretch to his
native England, at that moment rejoicing with unfeigned delight at the
recovery of her heroic king. He sometimes mingled in the labors of the
council or the luxuries of the banquet, but it was evident to all that
his mind was far away! that for him there might indeed be the external
semblance of joy, but that all within was dark and miserable! It was
plain that, in the words of the poet--
“That heavy chill had frozen o’er the fountains of the tears,
And though the eye may sparkle still, ’tis where the ice appears.”
On this morning of universal joy--to him a period fraught with the
gloomiest recollections, for it was the anniversary of that sad day on
which he had parted from the idol of his heart, never to behold her
more!--on this morning he had secluded himself from the sight of men;
he was alone with his memory! His eyes indeed rested on the letters of
an illuminated missal which lay open before him; but the long, dark
lock of silky hair which was grasped in his feverish hand, showed too
plainly that his grief was still of that harrowing and fiery character
which prevents the mind from tasting as yet the consolations of Divine
truth. He had sat thus for hours, unconscious of the passing multitude,
whose every sound was borne to his unheeding ears by the fresh breeze
of spring. His courtly robe and plumed bonnet, his collar, spurs, and
sword, lay beside him, arranged for the approaching festival by his
officious page; but no effort could have strung his nerves or hardened
his heart on that day to bear with the frivolous ceremonies and false
glitter of a court. He recked not now whether his presence would lend
a zest to the festival, or whether his absence might be construed into
offence. The warrior, the politician, the man, were merged in the
lover! Utter despondency had fallen upon his spirit. Like the oak of
his native forests, he was proud and unchanged in appearance, but the
worm was busy at his heart. Even tears would have been a relief to the
dead weight of despair which had benumbed his very soul; but never,
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