“Lady,” he interrupted her, “listen! For ten long years I have not
lent my ear to the witchery of a woman’s voice. Ten years ago, I was
the betrothed lover of a maid, I had well-nigh said, as fair as thou
art. She died--died, and left me desolate! I have fled from my native
land; I have devoted to my God the feelings which I once cherished for
your sex. I could not give thee love in return for thy love; nor would
I stoop to feign that which I felt not, although it were to win, not
temporal, but eternal life.”
“Oh! dismiss me not,” she sobbed, as she threw her white arms around
his neck, and panted on his bosom; “oh! dismiss me not thus. I ask no
vows; I ask no love. Be but mine; let my country be your country, my
God yours--and you are safe and free!”
“My Master,” he replied coldly, as he disengaged her grasp, and removed
her from his arms, “hath said, ‘What would it profit a man, if he
should gain the whole world, and lose his own soul?’ I have listened to
thee, lady, and I have answered thee; but my heart is heavy--for it is
mournful to see that so glorious a form should be the habitation of so
frail a spirit. I pray thee, leave me! To-morrow I shall meet my God,
and I would commune with him now in spirit and in truth!”
Slowly she turned away, wrapped her face in her veil, and moved with
faltering steps--wailing as if her heart were about to burst--through
the low portal. The gate clanged heavily as she departed; but the
sounds of her lamentation were audible long after the last being,
who would show a sign of pity for his woes, or of admiration for his
merits, had gone forth, never again to return!
All night long the devotions, the fervent and heartfelt prayers of the
crusader, ascended to the throne of his Master; and often, though he
struggled to suppress the feeling, a petition for his lovely though
deluded visiter was mingled with entreaties for strength to bear the
fate he anticipated.
Morning came at last, not as in frigid climates of the North--creeping
through its slow gradations of gray dawn and dappling twilight--but
bursting at once from night into perfect day. The prison-gates were
opened for the last time, the fetters were struck off from the limbs
of the undaunted captive, and himself led forth like a victim to the
sacrifice.
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