As soon as the sentence was pronounced--painful, degrading, abhorrent
as that sentence was--some portion of the prisoner’s anxiety was
relieved; at least, his demeanor was more firm. He raised his eyes,
and looked steadily upon the vast crowd which was exulting in his
approaching degradation. If there was no composure on his brow, neither
was there that appearance of abject depression by which his soul and
body had appeared to be alike prostrated. Nay, for an instant his eye
flashed and his lip curled, as he tore the collar of knighthood and
the shield from his neck, and cast them at the feet of the herald,
who was approaching to fulfil the decree. “I had discarded them
before,” he said, “nor does it grieve me now to behold them thus.”
Yet, notwithstanding the vaunt, his proud spirit was stung--stung more
deeply by the sense of degradation than by the fear of death. The spurs
which had so often goaded his charger to glory, amid the acclamations
and admiration of thousands, were hacked from his heels by the sordid
cleaver; the falcon-crest, which had once been a rallying-point and a
beacon amid the dust and confusion of the fight, was shorn from his
casque; the quarterings of many a noble family were erased from his
proud escutcheon, and the shield itself reversed and hung aloft upon
the ignominious tree. The pride which had burst into a momentary blaze
of indignation, had already ceased to act upon his flagging spirits;
and, when a confessor was tendered to him, and he was even offered the
privilege of readmission within the pale of the church, he trembled.
“The crime--if crime there be--is his,” he said, pointing toward Guy de
Lusignan. “I had served him, and served the cross, as never man did,
had he not spurned me with injury, and disgraced me before his court,
when I sought the hand of her whom I had rescued by my lance from
paynim slavery. Had I been the meanest soldier in the Christian army,
my deeds had won me a title to respect, at least, if not to favor. De
Lusignan and his haughty daughter drove me forth to seek those rights
and that honor from the gratitude of the infidel which were denied by
my brothers-in-arms. If I am a sinner, he made me what I am; and now
he slays me for it! I say not, ‘Let him give me the hand which he then
denied me;’ but let him spare my life, and I am again a Christian;
my sword shall again shine in the van of his array; the plots, the
stratagems, the secrets of the moslem, shall be his. I, even I, the
scorned and condemned renegado, can do more to replace De Lusignan on
the throne of Jerusalem than the lances of ten thousand crusaders--ay,
than the boasted prowess of Cœur de Lion, or the myriads of France
and Austria! All this will I do for him--all this, and more--if he
but grants me life. I cannot--I dare not die!--What said I?--I a
Falkenhorst, and dare not!”
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