So Evelyn had come to London to save the man she loved, if her new
independence and her love might save him. She cared no longer that her
father should know of this determination; for she doubted both his will
to help her and the honesty of the declaration that he would do so. In
truth, Robert Forrester had been unable to give battle to those forces
which the years and his own youth had raged against him. To one who
had loved the wild life of an adventurer, who had sown tares in many
lands, the harvest time of age could support no pretentious dignity nor
long maintain those greater ambitions which had momentarily attended
his succession to the earldom.
He sank beneath the mental burdens; became an old man when he should
still have been in his prime; could utter but a senile assent to every
rogue who tricked him. Deep down in his heart lay hunger for the old
life. An evil cynicism laughed at the restraints which place and power
put upon him.
"Better a night on the hills with Zallony," he could tell himself,
"than a life's dominion in the realms of social fatuity." It would
have been so easy for him had Evelyn married Georges Odin's son. What
it might have meant to her he had hardly considered.
And yet possibly his love for Evelyn was the truest emotion of his
life. When her letter reached him and he could bring himself to
understand it, the blow fell with a stunning force which seemed to
shatter every remaining idol of his life. His beloved daughter! The
mistress of his house! Capering about upon a stage for the guineas of
a man he, Robert Forrester, could have bought up twenty times over.
Here was a debacle beyond any he had imagined. The humiliation of it,
the cruelty of it--more than that, the malice of her destiny! Was she
not Dora d'Istran's daughter, and had not this blood of rebellion run
in her veins since her childhood? What else could he have looked for,
he asked himself ... and in the same breath he set the logic of it
aside and sat down to write to her.
It was a pitiful letter, full of the tenderest expressions and the
bitterest reproach.
"Do you owe nothing to my name?" he asked her, and in the same sentence
could protest his love for her. "I am an old man and am alone and must
look to the newspapers for news of the daughter who is all to me. Is
this fame so much above a father's affection, then; so dear a thing
that his home must be a home no longer because of it? The people say
you are a great actress; some day you will ask yourself, Evelyn, if it
was worth being that to wound one who has had no greater desire than
the happiness of his only child...."
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