Transatlantic voyages -- Fiction; Venice (Italy) -- Fiction; Voyages and travels -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
Staniford laughed. “I see that it isn't the other world that's got hold
of you! It's _this_ world! I don't believe you'll be unhappy in Italy.
But it's pleasant to think you've been so contented on the Aroostook
that you hate to leave it. I don't believe there's a man on the ship
that wouldn't feel personally flattered to know that you liked being
here. Even that poor fellow who parted from us at Messina was anxious
that you should think as kindly of him as you could. He knew that he had
behaved in a way to shock you, and he was very sorry. He left a message
with me for you. He thought you would like to know that he was ashamed
of himself.”
“I pitied him,” said Lydia succinctly. It was the first time that she
had referred to Hicks, and Staniford found it in character for her to
limit herself to this sparse comment. Evidently, her compassion was a
religious duty. Staniford's generosity came easy to him.
“I feel bound to say that Hicks was not a bad fellow. I disliked him
immensely, and I ought to do him justice, now he's gone. He deserved all
your pity. He's a doomed man; his vice is irreparable; he can't resist
it.” Lydia did not say anything: women do not generalize in these
matters; perhaps they cannot pity the faults of those they do not love.
Staniford only forgave Hicks the more. “I can't say that up to the last
moment I thought him anything but a poor, common little creature; and
yet I certainly did feel a greater kindness for him after--what I--after
what had happened. He left something more than a message for you, Miss
Blood; he left his steamer chair yonder, for you.”
“For me?” demanded Lydia. Staniford felt her thrill and grow rigid upon
his arm, with refusal. “I will not have it. He had no right to do so.
He--he--was dreadful! I will give it to you!” she said, suddenly. “He
ought to have given it to you. You did everything for him; you saved his
life.”
It was clear that she did not sentimentalize Hicks's case; and Staniford
had some doubt as to the value she set upon what he had done, even now
she had recognized it.
He said, “I think you overestimate my service to him, possibly. I dare
say the boat could have picked him up in good time.”
“Yes, that's what the captain and Mr. Watterson and Mr. Mason all said,”
assented Lydia.
Staniford was nettled. He would have preferred a devoted belief that but
for him Hicks must have perished. Besides, what she said still gave no
clew to her feeling in regard to himself. He was obliged to go on,
but he went on as indifferently as he could. “However, it was hardly a
question for me at the time whether he could have been got out without
my help. If I had thought about it at all--which I didn't--I suppose I
should have thought that it wouldn't do to take any chances.”
“Oh, no,” said Lydia, simply, “you couldn't have done anything less than
you did.”
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