Transatlantic voyages -- Fiction; Venice (Italy) -- Fiction; Voyages and travels -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
“I suppose even people who get married have something to take back about
each other,” said Staniford, rather sheepishly. “However,” he added,
with an impulse of frankness, “I don't know that I should have dreamt of
it myself, and I don't blame you. But it's a fact, nevertheless.”
“Why, of course. It's splendid! Certainly. It's magnificent!” There was
undoubtedly a qualification, a reservation, in Dunham's tone. He
might have thought it right to bring the inequalities of the affair to
Staniford's mind. With all his effusive kindliness of heart and manner,
he had a keen sense of social fitness, a nice feeling for convention.
But a man does not easily suggest to another that the girl with whom he
has just declared himself in love is his inferior. What Dunham finally
did say was: “It jumps with all your ideas--all your old talk about not
caring to marry a society girl--”
“Society might be very glad of such a girl!” said Staniford, stiffly.
“Yes, yes, certainly; but I mean--”
“Oh, I know what you mean. It's all right,” said Staniford. “But
it isn't a question of marrying yet. I can't be sure she understood
me,--I've been so long understanding myself. And yet, she must, she
must! She must believe it by this time, or else that I'm the most
infamous scoundrel alive. When I think how I have sought her out, and
followed her up, and asked her judgment, and hung upon her words, I feel
that I oughtn't to lose a moment in being explicit. I don't care for
myself; she can take me or leave me, as she likes; but if she doesn't
understand, she mustn't be left in suspense as to my meaning.” He seemed
to be speaking to Dunham, but he was really thinking aloud, and Dunham
waited for some sort of question before he spoke. “But it's a great
satisfaction to have had it out with myself. I haven't got to pretend
any more that I hang about her, and look at her, and go mooning round
after her, for this no-reason and that; I've got the best reason in the
world for playing the fool,--I'm in love!” He drew a long, deep
breath. “It simplifies matters immensely to have reached the point
of acknowledging that. Why, Dunham, those four days at Messina almost
killed me! They settled it. When that woman was in full fascination
it made me gasp. I choked for a breath of fresh air; for a taste of
spring-water; for--Lurella!” It was a long time since Staniford had used
this name, and the sound of it made him laugh. “It's droll--but I always
think of her as Lurella; I wish it _was_ her name! Why, it was like
heaven to see her face when I got back to the ship. After we met her
that day at Messina, Mrs. Rivers tried her best to get out of me who
it was, and where I met her. But I flatter myself that I was equal to
_that_ emergency.”
Dunham said nothing, at once. Then, “Staniford,” he faltered, “she got
it out of me.”
“Did you tell her who Lu--who Miss Blood was?”
“Yes.”
“And how I happened to be acquainted with her?”
“Yes.”
“And that we were going on to Trieste with her?”
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