Transatlantic voyages -- Fiction; Venice (Italy) -- Fiction; Voyages and travels -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
“What was my reason for not being explicit with her; for going away from
her without one honest, manly, downright word; for sneaking off without
telling her that she was more than life to me, and that if she cared
for me as I cared for her I would go on with her to Venice, and meet her
people with her?”
“Why, I don't know,” replied Dunham, vaguely. “We agreed that there
would be a sort of--that she ought to be in their care before--”
“Then I can tell you,” interrupted Staniford, “that we agreed upon the
greatest piece of nonsense that ever was. A man can do no more than
offer himself, and if he does less, after he's tried everything to show
that he's in love with a woman, and to make her in love with him, he's
a scamp to refrain from a bad motive, and an ass to refrain from a good
one. Why in the name of Heaven _shouldn't_ I have spoken, instead of
leaving her to eat her heart out in wonder at my delay, and to doubt and
suspect and dread--Oh!” he shouted, in supreme self-contempt.
Dunham had nothing to urge in reply. He had fallen in with what he
thought Staniford's own mind in regard to the course he ought to take;
since he had now changed his mind, there seemed never to have been any
reason for that course.
“My dear fellow,” he said, “it isn't too late yet to see her, I dare
say. Let us go and find what time the trains leave for Venice.”
“Do you suppose I can offer myself in the _salle d'attente_?” sneered
Staniford. But he went with Dunham to the coffee-room, where they found
the Osservatore Triestino and the time-table of the railroad. The last
train left for Venice at ten, and it was now seven; the Austrian Lloyd
steamer for Venice sailed at nine.
“Pshaw!” said Staniford, and pushed the paper away. He sat brooding over
the matter before the table on which the journals were scattered, while
Dunham waited for him to speak. At last he said, “I can't stand it; I
must see her. I don't know whether I told her I should come on to-morrow
night or not. If she should be expecting me on Monday morning, and I
should be delayed--Dunham, will you drive round with me to the Austrian
Lloyd's wharf? They may be going by the boat, and if they are they'll
have left their hotel. We'll try the train later. I should like to find
out if they are on board. I don't know that I'll try to speak with them;
very likely not.”
“I'll go, certainly,” answered Dunham, cordially.
“I'll have some dinner first,” said Staniford. “I'm hungry.”
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