Transatlantic voyages -- Fiction; Venice (Italy) -- Fiction; Voyages and travels -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
“That's charming.” Staniford drew a long breath. After a space of
musing, he said, “I thought I should be able to begin by attacking some
one else, but I must commence at home, and denounce myself as quite
unworthy of walking to and fro, and talking nonsense to you. You must
beware of me, Miss Blood.”
“Why?” asked the girl.
“I am very narrow-minded and prejudiced, and I have violent antipathies.
I shouldn't be able to do justice to any one I disliked.”
“I think that's the trouble with all of us,” said Lydia.
“Oh, but only in degree. I should not allow, if I could help it, a man
whom I thought shabby, and coarse at heart, the privilege of speaking to
any one I valued,--to my sister, for instance. It would shock me to find
her have any taste in common with such a man, or amused by him. Don't
you understand?”
“Yes,” said Lydia. It seemed to him as if by some infinitely subtle and
unconscious affinition she relaxed toward him as they walked. This was
incomparably sweet and charming to Staniford,--too sweet as recognition
of his protecting friendship to be questioned as anything else. He felt
sure that she had taken his meaning, and he rested content from further
trouble in regard to what it would have been impossible to express. Her
tacit confidence touched a kindred spring in him, and he began to talk
to her of himself: not of his character or opinions,--they had already
gone over them,--but of his past life, and his future. Their strangeness
to her gave certain well-worn topics novelty, and the familiar project
of a pastoral career in the far West invested itself with a color of
romance which it had not worn before. She tried to remember, at his
urgence, something about her childhood in California; and she told him a
great deal more about South Bradfield. She described its characters
and customs, and, from no vantage-ground or stand-point but her native
feeling of their oddity, and what seemed her sympathy with him, made him
see them as one might whose life had not been passed among them. Then
they began to compare their own traits, and amused themselves to find
how many they had in common. Staniford related a singular experience of
his on a former voyage to Europe, when he dreamed of a collision, and
woke to hear a great trampling and uproar on deck, which afterwards
turned out to have been caused by their bare escape from running into an
iceberg. She said that she had had strange dreams, too, but mostly when
she was a little girl; once she had had a presentiment that troubled
her, but it did not come true. They both said they did not believe in
such things, and agreed that it was only people's love of mystery that
kept them noticed. He permitted himself to help her, with his disengaged
hand, to draw her shawl closer about the shoulder that was away from
him. He gave the action a philosophical and impersonal character by
saying immediately afterwards: “The sea is really the only mystery
left us, and that will never be explored.
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