Transatlantic voyages -- Fiction; Venice (Italy) -- Fiction; Voyages and travels -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
The storm that followed had its hazards, but Staniford's consciousness
was confined to its discomforts. The day came, and then the dark came,
and both in due course went, and came again. Where he lay in his berth,
and whirled and swung, and rose and sank, as lonely as a planetary
fragment tossing in space, he heard the noises of the life without.
Amidst the straining of the ship, which was like the sharp sweep of
a thunder-shower on the deck overhead, there plunged at irregular
intervals the wild trample of heavily-booted feet, and now and then the
voices of the crew answering the shouted orders made themselves hollowly
audible. In the cabin there was talking, and sometimes even laughing.
Sometimes he heard the click of knives and forks, the sardonic rattle of
crockery. After the first insane feeling that somehow he must get
ashore and escape from his torment, he hardened himself to it through
an immense contempt, equally insane, for the stupidity of the sea, its
insensate uproar, its blind and ridiculous and cruel mischievousness.
Except for this delirious scorn he was a surface of perfect passivity.
Dunham, after a day of prostration, had risen, and had perhaps shortened
his anguish by his resolution. He had since taken up his quarters on a
locker in the cabin; he looked in now and then upon Staniford, with
a cup of tea, or a suggestion of something light to eat; once he even
dared to boast of the sublimity of the ocean. Staniford stared at him
with eyes of lack-lustre indifference, and waited for him to be gone.
But he lingered to say, “You would laugh to see what a sea-bird our lady
is! She hasn't been sick a minute. And Hicks, you'll be glad to know, is
behaving himself very well. Really, I don't think we've done the fellow
justice. I think you've overshadowed him, and that he's needed your
absence to show himself to advantage.”
Staniford disdained any comment on this except a fierce “Humph!” and
dismissed Dunham by turning his face to the wall. He refused to think of
what he had said. He lay still and suffered indefinitely, and no longer
waited for the end of the storm. There had been times when he thought
with acquiescence of going to the bottom, as a probable conclusion; now
he did not expect anything. At last, one night, he felt by inexpressibly
minute degrees something that seemed surcease of his misery. It might
have been the end of all things, for all he cared; but as the lull
deepened, he slept without knowing what it was, and when he woke in the
morning he found the Aroostook at anchor in smooth water.
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